...has certainly been a busy one! Well, Saturday afternoon I went on the bus to go see Steve (you can read more about that in my older posts).We spent all Saturday alone together. And Saturday night (giggidy). I stayed with him and his family until Tuesday morning. Then we both drove out to my house and he stayed until Thursday. I had a wonderful time. And watching him leave yesterday really made me realize how much I have fallen for him. We both discussed my options in the fall, about me moving across the province and living with my aunt to get a job, and hopefully go to school in January. He spoke his mind on some issues, and told me that he doesnt want to tell me what to do, but he would love it if I moved out there. Because he could see me more.He also said that he takes things day by day, and that he doesnt look into the future much when it comes to relationships. At first i was upset that he said that, but he explained it better. he said he doesnt want to dwell on the fact that theres a chance i wont be moving out there, and i wont be able to see him as much, so that is why he chose not to think about those kind of things. I told him how i am so stressed out because its ME that has to make all the decisions, and that it is really taking a toll on me emotionally and physically. which it is.I cried all day yesterday after he left. I just had this incredible feeling of emptiness and sadness wash over me. I felt so alone. I wasnt myself at all. Today i am still bad, but i havent cried as much. I cried myself to sleep last night. And i rarely ever do that, but I just couldnt stop crying. I dont really know why im posting this. I guess to update you all. He is moving an extra 4 hours away next friday.. I really hate it to be honest. But there is nothing i can do.I am not moving out there just for him though. Its an incredible opportunity for me. My aunt said my room is out there waiting for me. I dont want people telling me we're moving too fast, because we're NOT. I just want some advice on how some others would react if they were in my situation.
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This past week...
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I'm really glad you had a wonderful time. Remember the wonderful times - may there be many more!
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“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.” - Dr Seuss.I think it's appropriate here
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ThanksAlthough i wouldnt consider us to be -over-
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I know the feeling. I spent all summer (2 months) with my gf. Leaving on that airplane to come back down here was the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do in life.. The look on her face when I started moving away.. I just wanted to hold her forever.. She cried so much the day before i left and the day after.. I can understand why it's so hard. I miss being physically with her so much..
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Oh honey, don't cry! Think about the awesome time you had and look forward to many more!I'm happy for you! Ha ha, giggidy.
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its a horrible feeling..
Its like, I felt as though I was dumped. It's the worse feeling in the world.
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Wow, not many people are answering Oh well. Thanks for the help anyways people.
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Lol yeah. I did mean the time, not the relationship. Sorry about that.Best of luck for the future!