I Tried To Commit Suicide Last Night

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I wrote my letter saying goodbye and I put a plastic bag over my head and I tried to go to sleep. Obviously I didn't go through with it. But I'm going to try again tonight.

Becasue you broke up with a girl? Please.. go seek some counseling help... A breakup is definitely not worthy of suicide.

You have to ask yourself, is it really worth hurting your family and friends?

I can tell you now, its not worth it. My Uncle killed himself over a year ago and it was the worst thing my family has ever gone through death wise. It's extremely hard on a family to lose a loved one, and even harder when that loved one takes their own life.

You are still very young and you have amazing things to accomplish and explore, don't cut it short.

Just call someone..

Down the road you will think to yourself.... OMG, Did I REALLY want to kill meyslf over HER? WTF was I thinking?

http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&q=suicide+hotline&aq=3&oq=suicide

Okay first of all I'm not young, I'm 27, in three years I'm going to be thirty. What have I accomplished within the past? Nothing. I don't have a job, I don't have a girlfriend (anymore) and frankly I don't see a future where I can be a functioning member of society. So what's the point?

No, it isn't, according to some "people". There's no time left and there is nothing that matters anymore. Life is a fleeting dream. And it's time to let it go.

How is what working for me? She thinks just because I'm 27 and don't have a job (even though I am trying to get one) that I am not helping myself. I'm done. It's over. Life's been giving me shit after shit and then when I think there is a tiny bit of hope it just gets torn away from me. I want this pain to end and the only way it can be achieved is by just ending it all.

That may be true, but I don't see how things can possibly get any better. I've been trying but I've only been met with failure. One man can only fail so much. And frankly if that is my lot in life and if that's all that can come from me trying, it's all I can take. So like I said there really is no point to it.

Originally Posted By: JEDI-ALCHEMISTOkay first of all I'm not young, I'm 27, in three years I'm going to be thirty. I just turned 28 and I think I'm still young. Like Rad said you just need to re-evaluate your life if it's not working for you. Maybe you need to go back to school? Go to a trade school and learn a trade? Maybe you need to sign up for mission work in another country or hell even your own Country) to get a better perspective on life?? Who knows, only you can answer that question.But one thing I CAN tell you is that killing youtself is NOT the answer to your problems.

I already have decided.

So by killing yourself it might "end" your problems, but you are willing cause more problems for those who love you? Imagine the pain you'll put them through... it's worse pain than you are going through right now, I can tell you that much!

"Its not about how hard you can hit, its about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving foward. If you know what your worth go out and get what your worth, but you got to be willing to take the hit."In other words what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger, trust me when I say if you can over come this hard time in your life, it will only make you stronger, and a better person.Death is the easy way out man, dont give up on your self. You still have many many years to go out and live your life up

Quote:One man can only fail so much that's why you need to be part of something more. One man can't carry himself when he's injured. Seek help, not death.you claim that you've accomplished nothing. I can guarentee you'll never accomplish anything if you're dead.I understand where you are comming from. I've come close to the brink several times. Even made an attempt when I was 18 (it was about a girl at the time)If I'd succeeded, there would be a wonderful little boy who has my eyes that never would have been born. That would have been a shame

Originally Posted By: JEDI-ALCHEMIST

I want this pain to end and the only way it can be achieved is by just ending it all.

That isn't the only way to end the pain. You can try to turn your life around, keep going for jobs, any and all jobs. You'll get rejected sometimes but everyone does. Stay focused on the good things in your life, I'm sure there is more to your life than just "her".

Please click on SDP's link and talk to someone.

You guys just don't seem to get it. I take medication for schizophrenia, I'm bipolar and I have poor people skills. I've been living with this for all my life all the constant pills and the constant blood tests. And now add the fact that the love of my life, the only girl who I would ever hope to love is gone, what am I stuck with? The Same things that caused me to be unhappy to begin with. Only now it's a million times worse than before.

you are so young, your life isnt even close to half way over yet, you still have so much more memories and years to go, things will get better and you will smile again and find a girl who blows your mind away and sweeps you off your feet harder then the other girl did, you will get married have a family and all the pain will be gone...however only one way to do that, and that is to live and enjoy your life...trust me suicide is not worth it.

Jedi, what did you want to be when you grew up?

What am I supposed to do? The pain is so unbearable, how am I supposed to stop the pain what do I have to do to stop it? I feel that I have no other way to stop it. For me the only viable way to get rid of it is to just kill myself. I know those around me will suffer pretty badly but they'll get over it. And some people will get over fast just like they got over me.

A scientist. I wanted to go to MIT and study quantum physics. But it's pretty obvious why I'm here and not trying to win a noble peace prize.