I know quite a few of you are marred or have been married. And I was wondering how long did it take you to "get it" that you were going to get married. How long was your engagement?
See It never really hit me till I went to Shannon's granddad's birthday. All her family on her mom's side was there and they invited my parentrs and siblings. We got asked a lot when the date would be? And she was asked some questions about brides maids and stuff...... 0o
It's no time soon... so I don't really know why I'm, well not freaking out.... But.., I dk. I don't know what I'm feeling really.
We (me and shann) have agreed it wont be till after graduation in a few years. But I'm worried how people were acting at that birthday thing that pressure will be put on her to hurry it up.. I'm in no hurry.... But I don't know about her.
I don't know if maybe there is like a certain way this was supposed to be done and I done screwed up again...
Now her is the flip to this... I don't know if I have done the right (best) thing for her. I got this shit all's always have ..forever. And yes she knows about it and has seen some of it. But I dk if she can take it on her own. I dk if I'll ever be better enough to not do some things I do.