Well my life is slowly heading in an ok direction. Im still worried about my mother, i fear she has lung disease, but she is really trying to quit smoking and she will, because if smoking doesn't kill her i will (for smoking)(All in a joking way of course.)
Things with my girlfriend are straightening out and everything is headed in the right direction. We found out the reasons for her lying, she admitted why she did it, she admitted she knew she was doing it and had been for awhile, she admitted all of her lies, and finally agreed to tell the truth. Not only that she agreed to go get counseling for her depression and to help her with her lying problem just to make sure its all worked out and she doesn't do it again. Shes been telling me the truth about everything so far and im so happy, and im so proud of her for taking this step to helping herself and making herself a better person, she deserves it shes amazing and i love her.
School is going good, ive got all my assignments in so far, ive had teachers complement my writing, ive had essays read out loud to the class, while this may not be a big deal for alot of people it is for me. I used to be a horrible student and a few years ago i wouldnt have 1 assignment in and i would be sleeping in class.
Once i figure out my schedule im going to try to get a job and start working again. I quit my old job of 2 years because well....they were pricks.
As far as MMA ive been doing more watching lately than participating. I have missed a few practices in the past couple weeks but mostly due to school and being exhausted. I have nationals in 2 months and i really should be training my ass off, and ive promised myself to not miss anymore classes and really get on my training.
Anyway, hopefully things will stay on this course. Ive had so much bad shit happen in the past month or 2 that i cant take it anymore. I hope things stay ok, my life has been a roller coaster ride of emotion and pain for awhile now and i need it to settle down. Today is ok, tomorrow could be hell, but for now lets focus on today, it was a good day.