Things seem to slowly be getting better now. I'm dealing with my life day by day, and I'm making a new decision about how I feel each morning. Perhaps not the most convenient way of dealing with things, my mind changing each day, but at the moment if I try to focus on something long term and make a decision I break down.With my best friend, haven't been able to see him much recently, times like this tend to happen he has so much training. But, I'm just leaving my previous thoughts behind until I feel they need to arise again. I'm not going to question him about that one Saturday night randomly during a cinema trip or something else random haha. I will definitely talk to him, it's just a case of when.School is going well. I'm enjoying my time there so much more this year. Now that I'm single I feel free to interact (mainly with people I liked originally but my ex hated :P), and be myself . I'm really trying to make the most out of every day now.Best news ever - I'm flying to Oz to visit my family in just over a week. Last minute bookings sure are stressful! I feel like I need the time to get away from life here, even though it is improving, days are still hard. And it'll be nice to be with people that aren't aware of my issues in life here right now, so I can totally leave them behind. I come back the end of October So I'm really excited about that, I'm happy with my best friend and school, so life is going okay. I have my moments of course when I start to think all too much, but hey, things are improving.Who knows what the situation might be when I come home from Australia? My life changes so quickly recently I could come home and feel so different, or gets deep, he might be different, but I'm not going to hope that because that's not fair.But anyway, I thought it would be nice for me to post a positive post for a change, so here it is! LOL! Life is slow, but life, is getting better.Frantically touches wood LOL