seems like most of my friends smoke or drink, I've always been strongly against it but kept to myself and let people do whatever.
Nowadays seeing people smoke pot or people drink especially people who are like 14 or something just enrages me to the point I wanna go berserk and just destroy the content that they hold in front of them and likely bring them down too if they try to stop me.
I can't act like this I know, but its like I don't even have control over this issue anymore. I mean obviously I have some. but very little and not enough.
I dunno what caused this really. Like I said I've always been against it but I left people to do so if they choose and while I still bring myself to it, nowadays it enrages me almost to a point I cannot control. wtf do I do in this situation.