@Marnico Hey Marnico,
First off, I wanted to say Welcome to A2A. It's a wonderful place to get those questions answered that you're too afraid to ask someone for fear of their judgement. It sounds like you have a very vivid sexual fetish in deed. I'd like to suggest that moving forward you might want to statrt your own new thread as this one is several years old and it will be missed by a lot of viewers. If you statr a new discussion you might get more people to review your post and perhaps you might find some other members who might share your same interests and commonalities...
Again, Welcome to A2A...