"Omg, he lives?" I don't know if any of you remember be but I was around a bit end of last year and I've finally gotten back here again. So here's a bit of an update, I'm feeling kinda torn right now.Well, in December I got back together with that ex girlfriend of mine after days of talking and we'd decided we'd both changed and could deal with the problems we couldn't deal with months prior to this. 2 months later, everything is over again. For good this time.I seriously can't comprehend what she did. On Valentines Night she was here, and we just chilling as usual, it was cute and romantic lalala. She was texting this guy from work all night, didn't really think anything of it for the first hour because she's never off of her phone.But then, I was sat next to her and she made no effort to hide the fact that was she "text-sexing" this guy. I was in such upset because I'd gotten back into this relationship the second time round and spent all of my efforts making it work and we were finally happy again. However, I pretended I knew nothing and let her carry on, wanting to see how far it went. Never have I experienced such a difficult evening. Talk about self control. It went on from around 7pm until 1am when he stopped replying. She would tell me she loved me, kiss me and then go back to texting this 23 year old guy with children about how it feels to "have him inside of her". I felt sick to the stomach that she would do it with me being able to read it as she typed.Another bad bit? His text asking her to show him on webcam again (she claimed she was only in her underwear). Emphasis on again. Meaning this wasn't the first time. I felt devastated.The next day, I ended it. I'm never going back there again. I spent a week in my room and now I don't miss her or anything, I just feel so bad that someone could do something like that And for those who remember my situation with the guy bff, I've moved on, because it wasn't going to happen and he wasn't being fair. He got drunk at his 18th and told me he loved me, and it was the only time he looked serious the entire night. When I asked about it another day he laughed it off, and to be honest, it's more effort than it's worth trying to get him to tell me how he feels, whether it be positive or negative emotions.So I'm single, and super stressed with school work now that I'm half way thought my final year. Oh, and to top everything off, I have a crush on a guy I met here (UK) but lives in New Jersey. Thank you life, way to be that extra bit annoying :P
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In a State Again
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Welcome back, yoursmile!I think you are well rid of that girlfriend. From what you've said before, I suspect the only guy who could stay with her would be one who completely subjugated his personality to hers, and that wouldn't be healthy.Don't feel you have to get attached again in a hurry. When that last school year is finished life will change again and then would be a good time for a new start.
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Christ, thats an aweful thing to have to deal with. You did well to end the relationship. Hope things start looking up for you soon.
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Congradulations for having the courage to break up, heaps of ppl wouldnt and then would have regreted it.
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Thanks guys! Yeah I'm totally relieved I am finally out of a relationship where I couldn't even breathe. And I've moved on from him quite dramatically so I'm happy and single for the past month Which is good, I've had a lot of academic stress to deal with, without relationships to be honest XD I don't juggle very well, haha. But yeah, living life perfectly fine, if someone comes along, someone comes along. I'm in no hurry to go out searching haha (: