I think I have a big problem. I am a 23 year old male and I recently got into heavy anal play and did it regularly as part of my masturbation routine. I would insert my entire fist into my anus until I ejaculated. It was a wonderful, intense feeling but I think I have done something seriously wrong.About 2 months ago while fisting I noticed bright red blood, lots of it. I stopped and panicked thinking I needed to go to the hospital and I ended up actually calling and speaking with a nurse although I told her it was from straining to defecate. She told me it was probably fine and it did eventually stop. The next few days it was uncomfortable to have bowel movements but the cut healed.I did fist a few more times after that although I used a condom on my hand. A few weeks back I stopped after not having solid shits for a week. Now I can finally poop normal again but I do notice a slight prolapse when I push. When I squat and look at my asshole in the mirror it looks all torn up with lots of lines and I notice my anus lips kind of stick out. When I spread my cheeks and stand in front of the mirror though, it doesn't look as bad but looks a bit loose. I have not been incontinent but I have had troubles getting all the shit out of me, I think my sphincter may have gone weak.PLEASE HELP. I cannot go to doctor/hospital because my parents will find out. I do not want my asshole to turn inside out. I WILL NEVER put anything in my ass again. Will it ever go back to normal? Can I do anything to fix it? Did I ruin my life?
HELP! PROLAPSE FROM ANAL PLAY!
It probably will return to normal, but you definitly need to stop the fisting if you want it to get better.Maybe you can do some butt clenches to try and firm up the sphinster.
Ok, I stopped completely over two weeks ago now. Finally I have firm, log shaped shits and I am kind of able to feel empty afterward.
I spent all night yesterday clenching my sphincter, is there a best way to do it? I just squeeze it in and out and sometimes hold it in and count to 10. Does this actually work?
My asshole still looks blown out when I squat on a mirror. Will my intestines just fall out one day?
A complete prolapse, where a length of intestine comes out, is mainly seen in the elderly, associated with too much straining over a lifetime, or other things that badly weaken the anus. I think the exercises would be helpful.