made me do the most retarded thing I think I have ever done. I know it may seem like it's a waste of time to try to get him back, but since I'm bored, I have nothing better to do. I don't blast his phone with texts or calls or anything. I'm just silently waiting until I see him again, whenever that will be.
So right now, the person I was kind of seeing is being a jack ass. In order for me to stop myself from texting him at the moment since we aren't speaking, etc. and I told him he no longer exists to me to make us not talk to each other, I have decided to write letters to him.
Like if I'm tempted to text him, that's when I'll write him a letter. I have it in a little black book.
The hilarious thing is he's just right down the street from me, but...I'm not going to go over there when he doesn't want me there, although I am VERY tempted also to do that.
I wrote how it may seem crazy that I'm writing him a book of letters (though it's not every page, just sometimes), but there are crazier things that a girl could do which I'm not like that. Like for example, I read online this one girl saved this dude's she really liked sperm from the first time that they did it...gross.
I wrote him all I do is write him letters and think about him, that's it...no shrine, no saving anything, and no burning property of his or kicking his ass even though someone should ... hehe.
If I see him out randomly one night some time, I'm thinking about giving him these letters. I can't decide if I should or not. Haha, do you think I should? Would you? Part of me just wants to see his reaction to the "book," LOL.
He said he likes reading...so this is something to read right?
This is definitely the first person I've kinda went out with that I have ever written letters to and like writing to him, lmfao.