So my name is Jake,18 college. ( Just so you get an idea of me i guess). But ever since High School and basically all my life I've always been called gay etc. w/e. I don't care about how other people view me if they don't know me; I've gotten really well at just laughing it off and having good comebacks. So now that I'm older I just am really confused about what I want. I know I would never see my self in a relationship with a boy, but sexually that's a different story. Recently, I've gotten really close to a boy that I never thought would even think about being more than acquaintances with me. But him and I have been texting more than I've ever texted someone before. And I've gotten a group of "guy" friends that I've always wanted. Because I've always just liked being around girls. So, he isn't into guys from what I know but him and I always joke and stuff kind of flirty for me I guess but who knows. Overall, question is should I leave him as a friend since I've always wanted a good guy friend? I don't wanna ruin a relationship over my feelings that he may not have...But I really just can't stop thinking about him which is weird for me i guess my first boy crush? Just need opinions from another persons perspective on this.
Venting about life. Status etc. Confused a bit.
Sounds more like a bromance to me. These situations are tough. If you do make any sort of move first you need to be completely sure its what you want and not just confusion from the closeness of your relationship. If it does turn out that your feelings are legit I recommend just straying him towards conversation topics that may have him insinuate any feelings that he may have in the area. If all else fails just get him really drunk (JK)