In which I just get really bored with my life and wish things had a bit more point to them.I assume this is just normal for some people, especially as I'm 16 and I doubt i am fully developed yet.I just start thinking about things, and i start to remember a year or 2 years ago when I was in a group of about 10 of us at school, and now theres just three of us, and none of us are exactly 'popular'. I then start to feel I'm missing out... everyone else seems to be going out at the weekends and everything, but I wish i was, not drinking or anything, just 'hanging out'. I never get invited to anything, even by people who talk to me often. I then start to think about the fact i have been single for almost a year now, probably the longest since I started being interested in girls, and it's not for sex or anything, i couldn;t care less about that, it will happen when it happens, but I just feel like I need someone there to be with sometimes, that i know feels thesame way about me and will listen to me so i won't have to post these things here. It's even gone as far as me liking a 12 year-old, sounds bad, but p[lease don't judge. I just feel like my ife is going nowhere. I feel like the 'unpopular' kid probably the most i've ever felt in my life. I didn't write this for replies or anything, feel free to, but i just needed to get this off my chest.