Our good friend that we work with named Jason Killed himself last night by putting a bullet into his head...We're not sure why.... Not a clue!I'm numb with disbelief. We've know each other for many, many years. We used to talk everyday for sometimes hours just so we could bullshit and vent about our job, and talk about what's wrong in our lives....Jason, Why didn't you call me last night. Why the Fuck didn't you call someone and talk. Suicide isn't the fucking answer. I Woud have stopped you! Now we're left to clean up the mess... What do I tell your kids, your wife, your grandkids that you loved so much? Because right now I'm really angry at you... What you did was real fucking Chicken shit. I love you man.... But right now... Fuck You. You're a Coward!!! All that life insurance you purchased over the last 10 years for your family, so they wouldn't have to worry if something happen to you.... You must of not read the small print. They'll never see a dime of it. Nice Job Jason!.... Nice Fucking Job!!!!
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Suicide....
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Suicide is painless only for the one who commits it. Friends and relatives that are left really feel the pain, as you are now.Roc, please accept my sincerest condolences. It's good that you have someplace like A2A to vent.
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Unfortunate.. Sorry you have to deal with this.
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Thanks guys. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day we have to drive about 4 hours one way with a car full of people to go to his funeral. Daren and I two of the pallbearers and bouncers for the door during the service. The family has requested Close friends and family only and to turn all others away for the service but they can be directed to the cemetary for the gaveside part... I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. I'm not ready to allow the emotions up yet. Wish me luck
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It will be difficult. Losing someone you care about always is. And on top of that, you have so many questions that will probably never be answered.You've got a job to do tomorrow. Put on your best face--and good luck!
