On the night of my 21st birthday, I slept with a guy who I instantly and unfortunately fell for and wanted to get to know beyond just a "fling."
Unfortunately, I tend to over think things and I just feel like he's not a genuine guy... I just have that gut feeling... but I've always had these gut feelings before with other guys because I've been betrayed and I felt fooled and I'm not going to let myself be a fool again for someone that wouldn't return a chance to get to know me beyond the scope of a mere fling.
Yes, I realize I'm still immature in my thinking, and all I am asking is how can I make sense of all of this without going into a meltdown?
I want to get to know him but at the same time I'm scared. Scared of getting hurt and jumping into the water.
What does everyone else think about this?