The title pretty much explains most of it.
Been together 2 years now. Our relationship was great and everything was fine up until a year ago. One year ago I did pretty much the worst thing a guy could do and hurt her emotionally. I felt guilty and for the last year I have done everything to rebuild her trust in me and make our relationship be the same as before or better.
The thing is this past year has been really dreadful. Even though we are together and she is still affectionate, she can be very sour at times. I am assuming this is because of what I did, but I have been trying my best for the past year and still I am paying for it.
Some of the things that have gone wrong in the last year..
-Cops got called on us because I was angry and yelling cause she locked me out of the house when I was trying to get my things(I wanted to break up)
-She basically said that my family are not even my real family(Im adopted) and my family found out and they all dislike her.
-I had to fight off 3 different guys who were trying to get with he. Even though she says she doesn't want to be with anyone else, she would lead them on..
Has anyone every been in a relationship where your significant other ; says hurtful things to you almost on a daily basis and laughs about it, belittles your family and friends even going far as to talk shit about them, expects you to do everything for them but when you ask for a small favor they don't give a damn.
I normally would never take any of this BS from any girl. Its because of my past sins that I have spent the last year of my life trying to atone for it. Hoping that maybe one day things will get better. And to a extent somethings have gotten better but not enough.
I desperately need to do something about this, everyday I feel like I am withering away, becoming bitter and less connected to myself and the people who cared about me.
If anyone has been through this, and has any similar stories or advice from a different point of view it would be helpful.