Does live always have to F me?

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Well.. This morning my dad decieded I needed to wake up at 10am. No big deal.. Tells me to wake up. Tells me to get out of bed.. But I can't just jump out of bed that easily when I'm still 1/2 asleep. Long story short, the fucking moron thought it would be a GOOD idea to dump an entire of pitcher of water on me.. He threw it from my door way. My floor, futon are now wet. Here is the funny part. Guess where my cell phone and CD/Mp3 player were? RIGHT NEXT TO ME. CD/Mp3 still works, but Cell phone is dead. Told him about it ... He basicly laughed and told me I will get out of bed quicker next time. There was no need for me to wake up. NOT ONE REASON. On top of all of this, my car's U-Joints and brakes are going out, Computer keeps messing up. I'm about 99% sure my dad is expecting me to come up with the cash to pay for all of this. Guess what.. I have $0. No one will call me back for a job. Oh.. and my insurance bill is coming due (He decieded I needed to pay for that to).. I wouldn't be broke except the fact gas costs ALOT. I havn't even been spending my money on weed. Just bumming it off my friends. Life continues to get more depressing. I'm at amaze I havn't killed myself yet. If it wasn't for my prick father, who thinks at age 16 I should pay for everything except for food and shelter YET Only thing I can think of is bust my ass till I turn 17 (working out) and tell my parents sign the papers for the USMC. Im sure my dad will be glad to get rid of me. But thats just a death sentence. Either go die in Iraq or kill myself. Great fucking choice I have. The whole having to pay for everything started when I told my dad No on a job he offered me (Construction, A. Its illegal B. I have back problems C. I have senstive skin, being outside for long periods of time fucks me over,, My hands will break out in a rash).. Then the one person who I thought who was cool with me (mom) pissed me off. We were talking about the draft.. and she goes.. The dumbass's, like you, are on the front lines. I dont she relized what she said. So great.. Both parents think I'm stupid. Thats one hell of a note. This girl who I thought I acutally trust.. I'm now pissed at. I found out she has been lying to me ... My best friend.. Ex best friend.. Hasn't made a attempt to contact me in over 3 months.. Its always me, so I stopped. (Last couple months I will only IM him nothing more) .. So both of them are out. I honestly feel empty inside all the time. I dont have any real friends... ( My ex best friends GF caused all this shit.. She decieded early on she didn't like me because I hung with him.. So she has basicly taken over).. I dont even care for my younger sister anymore. She has basicly expressed, on several occasions, she thinks I'm stupid. Here is the funny part.. EVERYTIME.. I give someone advice.. They ignore it.. and in the end relized they SHOULD have used it. So everyone thinks I'm stupid. So guess what.. I'm stupid.. I dont know what to do anymore. I'm empty. Just the feeling of no more best friend.. and that girl lying to me has just drained me. Plus my family. I'm sorry I typed so much, I'm sure none of you want to hear my problems anymore... So.. I dont know.. Maybe I'm done.

Then I wonder.. After I look at all of this shit... How I can just go.. Oh well thats life.. and feel better. Am I that fucked up in the head that I dont really feel pain anymore?

At 16 I was paying for everything besides food and shelter. If you have a car and are driving then you should be paying for the insurance. I'm sure you can get a job some where. It might not be a job you like, but that's just life. We don't always get the good jobs right off the bat. Sometimes you have to do things you don't want to do.

No the problem is.. Everywhere I go.. All I hear is.... The college kids are working right now, we need no help.

FaBMX just fell lucky your car insurance isn't $5,400 a year like mine!

LMAO you have no idea on what fuel costs till you come to the UK
oh btw, I used to wake my freinds son up doing that LMAO

$2 a Litre right?

$1.43325 at an average of $1.75 to the £ (so it's about 81.9ppl although that's the cheapest I've seen around my way)

I think I'm paying $2.60 a gallon and at 15mpg it adds up pretty fast.

LMAO I'm talking about by the litre...

The Jeep runs about 12mpg, but I really do need to get it serviced and the van goes around 45-50mpg.

I know that!

why are you paying that much a year?

I get about 12mpg in my car. I dont even know what my insurance is. Almost 2k a year I believe. Thats just reliability and I have no accidents or tickets or anything. I havn't even been pulled over.

Well, I'm 16, the car, 2 speeding tickets, my stereo is insured and same with the rims I put on it.

lol last time I got pulled for speeding I was on a call out... bloody police decided to escort me at high speed thru traffic (was fun though!)

Well gee I wonder why you're insurance bill is so high.. :rolleyes:

Well, I got my first ticket for going 90mph in a 65mph zone and the second was for going 70mph in a 45mph zone.

What kind of car? I almost got busted a few weeks back for 100 in a 40. Good ol brakes I can now have passengers in the car. Damn California laws

It was my Dad's old daily driver, it's a 2003 540i 6 Speed

2003 old ?