I've been thinking for a very long time now (2 years) and I've been wondering if I should do it now. I have wanted to masturbate with one of my friends. I would try to ask some of my friends the same age as me but I'd be too scared to do so or I know that they would think it's 'gay' and not do it with me.
This particular friend I'm talking about is a good friend of mine. I'm 14 years old and he's 13 years old, a year younger than me. We've been friends for 6-7 years now. We see each other everyday at school, but we never really talk together much. I think it's a good idea because he's younger than me and he is a good friend but at the same time, if I were to masturbate with him, I think I'd feel guilty and ashamed. I mean I'd be okay with masturbating with someone the same age but masturbating with friend younger than me doesn't feel 100% correct.
I really want to experiment with someone really, really badly right now but I'm afraid of the outcome. What would you do if you were in my situation? Would you take a chance or walk away fom it?