I just hope you all realize that if you were to do that, there's a lot of people out there who you would never of even guessed who will be very hurt by you leaving. It could completely damage someone and effect their lives.
I've wanted to do the same. I've attempted it twice in the past. Once when I was around 10 or 11 and again when I was 15. I've thought of doing it again until I turned 19 things for once started looking up for me. Everything started getting great. I had tons of friends, I became over popular, and I met a guy who was unlike any other. He completely changed me for the better, making me extremely happy.
I couldn't believe it.
Him and I were inseperable we were going to get married and have kids and I even designed my dress which I wanted to make myself and picked out the ring.
He was my best friend. Only time I wasn't with him was when he was at work and even then i'd bring him lunch. We told every little thing to eachother. Was the first time in my life I trusted someone enough to do that. I was completely comfortable with him right away, could do anything I couldn't do around others. And he taught me how to have fun and be happy and that life can sometimes be awesome. We said we were soul mates to everyone.
He never dealt with death in his family. Lucky him.
He got into trouble with the law for something he didn't do (was later proven that he in fact innocent).
But was told he would goto prison (by the detective).
He said he didn't want to dissapoint anyone by having to know he was in that place.
Twenty minutes after he said he was going to turn himself, gave me a long hug and a kiss and said "I love you", started to drive off, stoped his car and mouthed the words twice more " I love you ",
he went home and killed himself.
Just when I was having faith in life.
I can't tell you all that you have plenty to live for.
I can't tell any of you that life is worth living.
All I know for sure is that those left behind that loved you will be left in their own hell trying to get through the day, knowing you will never be in theirs again.