A lot of the time when I get sad I think about killing myself in horrific ways as a coping skill and have even attempted a few of these am I okay?
I fantasize about dying am I okay?
@dovahkiin757 Its sounds like you might be dealing with some pretty heavy issues that are making your depressed. You might want to talk to a professional about it or seek counseling and guidance during this time. Thinking about killing yourself or attempting ways to kill yourself is a deffinite sign you're depressed. I would reach out to a medical professional. They are qualified to figure out whats wrong and how to help you get your life back on track.
I concur completely with Roc's comments. Anytime you have thoughts about hurting yourself or someone else, it's time for professional intervention. I urge you to seek out a medical professional today.
I agree with the other two, and I'll add that there's nothing so bad you can't talk about it with someone, and work out with a professional what to do about it.