Hi, I recently dicovered im bisexual, (I used too be strait)...
And I have a HUGE fetish for my big brother... Im 12 and he's 5 years older than me (17 years old)... I feel so wrong...
And I mean A HUGE fetish, I had 5 dreams about seeing his dick and sucking it last night... 3 of then I ejeculated in my sleep.
Insult too injury, a week ago he got out of the bath, and I was laying on his room floor... He put a towel on, walked in his room... Right over my head...
Yep, Suprisingly I was not grossed out... I felt like 2 armies were fighting im my head, one trying too grab it, suck it, then get fucked by it, and the other, trying too stop me from doing that... Luckly, the second army one..
I masterbate about twice a day, which I think is normal,Ya, s but what I dont think is normal is that I'm beging god too make him walk in on me...
I also know he masterbates (dont ask me how) and I want too walk in on him, and fuck hi and fuck him and fuck him...
Ya, sad, I know...
whats a kid gotta do... Sometimes me and him playgames were we climb on each other and try too push the other person of the bed...I always end up on top, then I get a HUGE erection, and press my dick againts his ass like im fucking him... Then I imagin I accualy am fucking him.. HE acts like he dosnt supect a thing...
I walked in on him one time, however.. Next thing I knew we were watching porn..What made me sad is that niether of us puled our pants down...
Even sader that all stoped the next day...
And it was back too normal..
For him, at least..
What should I do, I know its ok too be gay, but like this..?
I can barly stand it anymore...