Am i gay?

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Once my friend and i were alone in my room we got our cocks out and started masturbating i was so horny i grabed his goody and started to jerk him. We had seen eachother's cocks before but this was the first time of touching. The feeling was not very special it was as if it were mine similarly when he grabbed mine it was as if i was holding it. But he jacked of much earlier and quit doing more beacuse he had to wipe his cum of his shirt. His cum was much more watery than mine and mine is pure white. This worried me if mine was normal. He also has a bigger dick head and i crave itbut over all it's smaller than mine but slightly bigger in grith as he is fatter. And i also twice kissed my brother's penis and totally regret it. So am i? But i am not attracted to men at all like 0% but still messed up. Thankyou!

@faner Adolescence can be a difficult time in your life--so many things are changing and it seems that there is so much for you to do. One of those things is to develop a sexual identity. It is not unusual for you to have interest in both sexes. Humans tend to want to compare themselves with others. So the fact that you are interested in comparing your penis to that of your friend does not make you gay. Nor does handling each other's sex organs. You said you are solely interested in girls. When you are through puberty, if that still is the case, you would be considered straight.

It's important to remember that semen is a combination of sperm cells with sugars and other enzymes. The amount of each affects the color and consistency. Diet also has an effect, as increased protein in a sample of semen will tend to lead to more whiteness and viscosity,

Don't make a mistake, also, in confusing cum with pre-cum, which is clear and watery are it is intended as a lubricant.

Hope this helps. Fell free to PM me if you want more info,

@readytogo thank you very much you have succeeded to answer my question.

I'm going to add something into this doing stuff like this during puberty isn't gay think most preteen-teens have had same sex encounters. Most will never admit to this but it's nothing to be ashamed of

I believe that time must pass. It is very early to draw conclusions

@faner I wouldn’t say your gay, gay your just a normal dude, I feel all dudes one point or another want to do sexual things with another dude, you just took it to the next level of actually doing it and that’s great! But the thing with your brother is very strange

For adolescence such experiments are absolutely normal. Joint masturbation in general can not affect orientation in any way. If now you are not attracted to men in sexual terms, most likely you are not gay

you have to believe on yourself bro. :D If you are truly like the topic i hope you can find other man for yourself. if not you are a good man :D

@Lissandragaren3 the topic say’s i’m straight🙂