Weird guy touched me and now I want more

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Okay in 8th grade I was sat next to this dirty kid in music. He would never stop touching me, he would stroke me and touch other areas of my body (except my penis, which he have tried to touch). So anyway he did this every lesson until he got moved to a different class. When I heard that he was out of my class I was happy, but new people came in my class and some of them was weird (but never touched me).

A few weeks ago from today I thought about the fact that I had someone who wanted to to touch me and I also thought about how unlikely I'm going to get a girlfriend. So that night (a few weeks ago) I had a dream of me in my music class with him next to me touching me, I grab his hand and unsized my trousers/pants and put his hand there, to which he stuck his hand through where my fly had been closed and he started to give me a hand job! That's not the only thing from the dream, me and him also went to the toilet at break and showed each other our penis's. We locked the door so no one could see what we was about to do. I give him a blow job and he Cummed so hard in my mouth, he then gave me a blow job. I was in a place that I never wanted to leave.

I'm sad all the sexy parts was my dream.

I was 12 when this happened.

So the thing is I want to tell him that he can touch me all the time

Why do you think it's unlikely you will get a girlfriend?

Well I have asked out girls and they have always said no, and I think it might be how I look as well.

People often wonder why the good-looking girls are often going with the ugly guys, and the reason is that personality counts much more than looks, especially as girls get older and wiser (I think it's the same for guys, too). It's no use being good-looking and knowing it too well.

But my impression is that you have the opposite problem, not enough confidence, which is keeping you back from both girls and guys.

I think it is the problem

You shouldn't give up. Everyone wants sex as much as you do, it's just that you're inhibited.

Whether you have sex with a boy or girl doesn't matter. You need to get close to someone and make a move on her or him. Don't try too hard, being easy going and casual makes you more attractive.

Alcohol or weed will help you lose your inhibitions. I always have the wildest sex after drinking or the next morning waking up.

It's your purpose in life to fuck. You should definitely find someone. If I were you I'd find the "weird" guy and tell him about your dream. I bet you'll be sucking each other's cocks in no time.

I have never had a gay or bi relationship, but I think about cocks. I think sucking a cock and taking a cock in the ass sounds amazing. But I'm a pretty sexual guy. I really love women's asses. I like to be very dominant or very submissive. They both get me off.

Heh I wrote this on my old account And I regret deleting my old account. I have another problem and I'm going to write a new topic about it.