Okay in 8th grade I was sat next to this dirty kid in music. He would never stop touching me, he would stroke me and touch other areas of my body (except my penis, which he have tried to touch). So anyway he did this every lesson until he got moved to a different class. When I heard that he was out of my class I was happy, but new people came in my class and some of them was weird (but never touched me).
A few weeks ago from today I thought about the fact that I had someone who wanted to to touch me and I also thought about how unlikely I'm going to get a girlfriend. So that night (a few weeks ago) I had a dream of me in my music class with him next to me touching me, I grab his hand and unsized my trousers/pants and put his hand there, to which he stuck his hand through where my fly had been closed and he started to give me a hand job! That's not the only thing from the dream, me and him also went to the toilet at break and showed each other our penis's. We locked the door so no one could see what we was about to do. I give him a blow job and he Cummed so hard in my mouth, he then gave me a blow job. I was in a place that I never wanted to leave.
I'm sad all the sexy parts was my dream.
I was 12 when this happened.
So the thing is I want to tell him that he can touch me all the time