This is my first posting on this forum... Or any forum...hehe..
Ok so I'm extremely turned on by women and girls vomiting. Yeah. Gross right? I love it. I love the gagging and retching noises, I love to watch a geyser of liquid puke (not like chucky stuff) coming out, the faces and the noises. I get extremely horny if I see a girl puke in real life, otherwise I like watching girls throwing up online.
I think its psychological. When I was young, my Mom used to get sick a LOT. She was on a lot of heavy meds (she is now medicine free and much more grounded and healthy) which would sometimes backfire(?) or not mix well with things she ate. Also heavy anxiety which would sometimes cause vomiting. Our house has thin, crappy walls so I spent many nights up late listening to her gag, burp and retch into the toilet, causing me extreme anxiety and fits of panic-induced rage. Even to this day if she gets sick it makes me panic-striken and reduces me to a puddle. My thinking is maybe I'm trying to expose myself purposefully to women vomiting so that I can heal from the trauma of listening to my Mom be sick.
Btw when I was young (elementary school being as far back as I can remember) I had fits of anxiety and panic (paralyzing panic) that would prevent me from travelling or going to birthday parties or group gatherings, anywhere where there were going to be crowds of people. My first go to was vomiting. The anxiety would make me physically sick and I would be afraid of being sick as well. I'm sure its all tied together.