So I’m going to start from the beginning...
A few years ago a new girl moved into my class, I thought nothing of it. I’ll refer to her as E
Fast forward a year and I started to get dreams off her, like her sitting on my lap in a car with my penis up her butt. After having that dream I thought wow what goes on in my head but then it happened...I was eating a pizza and she asked could she have it and I was a idiot and said... “if I can see your boobs”.😬 probably wasn’t the best thing in the world to say and she never took the pizza. I started to have dreams off what if she did take the pizza and show me her boobs and let me touch them. But still I never felt that I loved E, until...
Present day where a few months ago I started to love E and masterbate to her and she has turned me on the most and I always get the most amazing feelings from masterbating to E.
I went off of her for a few months but then the last few weeks I’ve found her to be the most attractive person on Earth.
I finally gathered up enough courage to ask her out and what did she say? Well I’ll tell you...
She said “I’d never ever go out with you”.
My heart was broken and I felt the last few days had been a waste.
I’ll admit that she isn’t even that pretty and I’m the only male who can see her attractive side and I’m sure she wants a boyfriend like all her friends. But she turns me down the only boy she might ever get?
I should mention a few months ago she asked if I had a crush on her and I said yes but a few months after that she asked again and I said no because you didn’t like em having a crush on you and she was all sad that she didn’t have a boy who had a crush on her.
Also my old crush was there when I asked E out and when I did my old crush got confused so why i didn’t fancy her anymore.