I am a 20 year old Indian guy......here's my story.....My Mom's younger brother (my uncle) stayed with our family since childhood when I was 5 years old....he is very close to me.....he loves me very much and I also love him.....he got married when I was 16 year old....he then stayed with his wife in his village....Then my mom fell sick for 2 years ...and I was giving my board exams...since then my uncle and his wife....stayed with us to cooperate us...but my uncle had a job in different city so he was not available all the time...But my aunt stayed with us ....In the beginning I respected her a lot ....Never thought I would be attracted towards her.........we two spent our time very much....she was very caring.....but as days past....after 1 year .I thought I was attracted towards her but I ignored my feelings coz guys of my age may feel attracted....but my attraction turned into obsession I started to masturbate about her...I always felt guilty but couldn't controlled myself.....And one day when my dad and mom were not in home....I was playing with her (intentionally ) like pinching her.. flirting with her......but she didn't mind..maybe she took it lightly.......but that night.....I was showing her some news and I touched her belly ....but in a unintentional manner then I thought she would be interested in me.........i told her that day that she was beautiful and she liked my complement and smiled.....then suddenly I grabbed butt and told I am in love with her....she cried...from that day I lost my self respect ...how could I cheat my uncle.....plz help......this incidence has happened 6 month back....but still I have sexual feelings for her and at the same time regret it........feeling suicidal...plz help
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Help! I am sexually attracted to my uncles wife.!!!!
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Welcome to A2A, BrokenDream!
Please remember two things:
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You know that your uncle's wife is not available to you, but you are sexually attracted nevertheless. That happens a lot, because we do not have a lot of control about whom we are sexually attracted to. But knowing the person is unavailable does make the feeling fade and become bearable in time. Though it is hard to bear now, in time it will be much easier, and in time you will have someone else who will be available to you, and you will forget about your uncle's wife completely.
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Don't underestimate people's capacity for forgiveness. We all make mistakes, but we get forgiven them, and the rift is healed. Be able to forgive yourself, too.
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