Writing after a long time on a dear friends call, so the stick think refers to my penis. As far as i remember i was always fond of cocks. Kids my age who used to live around use to make me play with theirs and touch it and what not. Not that they were gay; illiteracy and poverty made them that way, although i belonged to a much much well off family but there was a regular meeting so we played around. It grew on me day by day thinking it as normal despite it was a dark secret deep in my heart. I never remember showing my dick but i do remember touching and seeing theirs. They moved away and as i grew older it began disturbing me so i also stopped such activity. But who said i was over with it;)? I was certainly not! I got a phone by i was 11 and breasts, sweet pussies and 'STICKS' were back again. Though i never watched porn but did see porno images. I realised after through research that i was not gay, because firstly i was dragged into this, as i did not walk in by will. Secondly that i was not a bit not a tiny bit attracted to guys. I only craved cocks and fantasized different things about penises. I was romantically attracted to women and also prefer them over guys at any time of the day but penises are really close to my heart. I resist seeing them or anything else not only because i want them when i'm super horny but also i strictly follow my religion. Which orders us to guard our modesty simultaneously condemns homosexuality. Over the years i did have some pops(showing and touching) and shoots(handjobs) with a friend and my brother which i totally regret and have repented and never ever plan to do it again. I then realised to feed my thirst of penises i started to take nudes of myself and record myself jacking off and secretly have preserved those treasures and satisfy myself. I have around 20 videos of me self pleasuring. And i try to avoid watching porn and similar content so i don't dissplease God so i look at those and sometimes read porn stories. Not that i don't want to but that my belief is a barrier in between. I turned out to be pretty straight and attracting girls my history was probably because of less exposure to the other gender. Drop by your reviews and some suggestions or just a bunch of questions of it was worth reading it. Bye ya! Peace✌🏻
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ME & MY STICK
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Wow, that’s complicated
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I don’t know, it’s just a lot
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@faner look i can't message you again there is a problem with the server drop by your fb or something and i'll explain, i don't want you to send me your nudes
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Thanks for opening out about yourself, faner. I wonder if you might be straight but with a fetish for penises?
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@Ineligible yes kinda a big one i want to suck them and get sucked anal fantasies are seldom
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@faner dude, I’m the same, I’m straight but I have a fetish for penises, maybe we could chat about it?
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Yess!!!!!+