I'm bored of life... I don't think it has much left to offer me... Things never go right... they just go wrong, and any time something good happens something much worse happens... I don't have any friends and I can't talk to people in real life... mostly I think because of the way I was treated when I was youger... I'm atheist and considering the way I think, I don't believe I much ever have a chance with developing any form of relationship with anyone... ever.
How were you treated when you were younger, Anon?
As a nerd.... Ever since I moved from canada (grade 2) i've been treated bad and have no friends. I'm 18 now and nothing has changed.
That's bad. Try to put the past behind you and start afresh.
I wish it were that easy, but as the saying goes easier said than done.
I suppose what I'm saying is, try to get out of past patterns of what you do. If it hasn't been successful, something needs changing. It's hard to tell what that something is - it might be your attitude that things are doomed to fail, but that's only a wild guess. Perhaps you know someone who can give you some honest advice about what needs changing.
interesting you have made the decision to be an aethiest. ive heard heartfelt accounts of child abuse from parents/step parents acting under 'gods will' or filling his orders.. really loony stuff and very sad ofcourse.
the fact that you've made the decision means you are in control of aspects of your life. ie you're no walk over... <--this is good with the ladys :wink:.
im having real troubles finding good men. as a man, i think our relationships are often based around control and aggression. maybe try and find your human qualities, don't hate the players hate the game. this is how we all live really.
you should know that there are honest, and reliable people out there who have all the time in the world for ya. but these are very hard to find.
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