Anger towards people

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Im posting here because I'm guessing its linked to my depression in someway.. Here goes... Everytime i go out ( in public..store or w/e ) I just get so angery..Like today i went to a store.. and I just got so pissed off.. I automaticly hated everyone there.. Anyone screws up while i'm there i get pissed... Like some guy that was pushing a cart stopped in front of me .. As i walked by i said " Get the fuck out of the way to fucking faggot " ( no offense to anyone ) He didn't say anything.. or there would have been trouble.. then i called some lady a stupid fuck.. and then some lady pissed me off so i stopped.. and made them go around.. I just have a built up anger towards people.. At school.. I get so pissed off at people.. Why is this? Maybe I need to move out to the country for awhile instead of this city junk.. So why am i so mad at the world.. I have been like this for awhile.. I hate leaving my house.. cause I dont like people..

I think it is part of the depression, FaBMX. When you are depressed nothing seems good anymore, and part of that is that everyone else seems stupid and ugly and you hate them. When you get your depression treated, I think the anger will get better too.But you do need proper treatment. Going to the country won't help much, because the problem is in how your brain is looking at things, not in the world outside. Don't let it get worse, otherwise you'll end up trapped in your house, and eventually in your room. You deserve better - you deserve proper treatment.

My little incident today was at Wal Mart.. My neirborhood angers me to.. My truck ( in process of trying to talk parents into getting me another one.. we will see ) People in general.. I just want to kill all of them... There are cool people out there.. but most are total idiots..

My mom once again told me I need help for my anger issues.. and my hate towards people and leaving.. She is like maybe you need counsueling.. This all happen tonight.. If i was to get conselued for my anger issues.. What else would they try to dig up? This kinda gets me nervous.. what would they do about anger.. no drugs .. right? I hope she is just talking..cause i hate doctors..

You know what.. Fuck it.. Im killing myself.. I dont deseve to live.. my mom just makes a big joke out of my depression.. she is pissed at me.. she was my only reason to stick around.. what is the quickest way to do it.. I want it over.. IM TIRED OF IT... Im just a total fuck up...

Why don't you PM me before you do anything rash. Please, I think I can help.

well if your gonna do it then why should i or anyone else who feels that way you know today right after the people at the baths saw my cuts i felt sooooo bad but then really n hour later u cut myself really really bad im really am scared cause i have bandaged it but its still bleeding the finacee will be home any miutite now helpppppp please

This is for both of you, and N E 1 else who wants to listen:Please take life for what it is, a simple voyage with a lot of ups and downs? I know the downs feel to deep to surface at times, seeming as though we spend more time under the threshold of happiness than above it.Like a big-wave surfer wiping out on a huge swell, you sometimes have to let your body R-E-L-A-X and take the beating life dishes out. If you relax long enough, you surface to the air, hopefully still alive and a little shaken up.What happens during these moments is a realization that you can get through ANYTHING, if you let the turbulence pass overhead. Dont lose hope, please, and you will rise again to ride those gigantic waves called life!

I'm considering help now.. What are my opions.. Need it for : Depression.. Anger mangemet.. some sort of social disorer.. and sucidealess(SP?) .. I just think.. I might try it now.. Thanks everyone .. I was pretty close today.. had the note written.. texted my friend.. and had the blade ready.. but i fell asleep...

This just pisses me off now.. My mom asked my about my anger ( Before i planned sucide.. i got real pissed off.. and puched and kicked a few things ) She is like How come you can't control your anger.. Im like i need conseling.. she is like i dont think you do.. she is like you can control it.. Im like no i cant.. She is like thats just a cop out.. and she was kinda making fun of my 'depression' earlier.. She dosn't relize im fucking serious about all this.. If i can't even my own mother to get me into conseuling.. So I'm fucked.. I made my attempt to get help.. Maybe i can teach her a lesson my killing myself.. See mom.. I was serious.. make fun of my problems.. GRRRRRRRR People piss me off.. She was really the only one holding me back from making the final slit..sollow.. pull.. or lay down .. Guess what.. Now that i see she dosn't give a shit.. Whats stopping me.. My life is so fucked...

I'm 15.. and if i go for conseling.. IF i mention anythign that can lead them to believe im sucidal.. They have to tell my parents no matter what..

I just don't get how to sign up or whatever... They have this thing at school for troubled teens ( guessing i would fit in? ) I couldn't talk to my regular counselur.. cause he is a total prick.. What do i do.. Just walk in there.. Im depressed.. or what?

What do you think there solution to the problem would be? I dont want to sit around in a circle with a bunch of people and talk about my problems.. I hate people enough as is.. Can' they just issue me drugs on request

I'm not that big on trusting just any person either, but you have to sometimes. Most likely, if you tell your counselor, he will take it seriously and try to be nice even if he's usually a prick.

There was a time in my life where I thought I needed therapy and my mom found me a psychiatrist. I visited him twice around the age of fourteen?

I realized that this person was really just a good listener, and encouraged me to look deeper within myself to fimd the "root" of my problems. It took two sessions for me to realize that I could be my own good listener. I just have to ask myself the right questions.
This is not the case for everyone I know, but it worked for me. I finally realized that all my anxiety and depression and worrying was for nothing. I'm still realizing this everyday.

That's why I said I'm still realizing this. The feelings we have are often SO deep rooted, we think we feel like this for nothing, but there IS a reason. Often, we dont realize what it is. Sometimes we find the cause. In either case, we need to be strong enough to be able to pull through all the crap. Some are luckier than others, but what's new? We can't hope for things we don't have, or we'll cause ourselves more suffering than we need! Be grateful for EVERYTHING you have, and even things you don't have, and it should lead you towards the righteous path.

I continue to be down.. Life is great? Eh? Do you ever notice when your depressed.. you always seem to turn on depressing songs.. I need to get out of school.. School is what makes me depressed everyday.. school and people..( at school ) I can't seem to convince my parents that home schooling is best for me.. ( If they knew it could save there sons life they would jump on it )

Hey hun, just do me a favor and have some hope that things will get better. Sometimes that's all it takes, just a little bit of believing in yourself and hope that things will get better. I cant say I have been in your position, but i have been close to what you're feeling. Listening to depressing music is just only going to make you worse, i do the exact same things whenever something comes along that I cant handle or dont think i can handle and it makes me more miserable and you just have to try to not do that. School is hard, it can be a living hell at times but remember someday we'll all be out of that hell place. After every rain comes a rainbow, it's just some rain's last a little bit longer. Just have some hope, believe in yourself that you can keep going. Things have to get bad for things to get good again. I'll keep you in my prayers that things get better for you, and just remember that there are people out there that DO care..all of us here care and wouldnt want you to do anything to yourself. I hope things get better soon..very soon