My ex gf and I split up some time ago (almost 8 yrs now). I still dream about her, think about her and probably still have feelings for her. I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it. It was a terrible breakup, we were living together and she got pregnant by another guy (who she is married to now). I haven't had any kind of relationship with a woman since then and now I'm scared to death to. I have no idea of how to even find someone I might be interested in. I have friends who are female, but I either find myself being attracted to them or totally repulsed by them. If I do meet someone I find interesting, they are married or have a bf or aren't interested in me or whatever. I dunno anymore...
Can't let go?
****Run, Forrest, Run****
Best advice here, try to contact her. See what's happening in her life, if you eventually feel like telling her, tell her what you just told us!
This time...I won't be just a memory....
Now's the time to fight for your Planet, Cloud!
God gets you proud before he kicks you in the ass.
To still feel what you're feeling 8 years after the end of the relationship shows that this woman was extremely impactive in your life. I'd also say to contact her, but just to see how her life is going. Catch up. For a closure.
I definetly think as hard as it is, you must move on. She's married. You say no one around you is right for you, but give it some time and you'll find someone who won't get pregnant with another man while being with you at the same time.
And it's you I see
But you don't see me.
She is probably nothing like how you remember her. You have to move on
Contact her.....very bad idea. I did that a few years back....it was....ugly. I wrote her a letter, just to say hi, and got an angry, screaming letter in response. I got quite drunk that night and wrote another letter...to which she called my father, of all people. He called me, the whole thing got extremely ugly. My family finally realized what I had known for years, she is a vindictive, lying bitch, who I am better off without.I know I am better off without her. After we split up, I went to college, graduated and did my own thing. I really want nothing to do with her...if I saw her...well...my temper might get the better of me, especially right now.Impactive? Yes, she was. This was my "first", so I guess I'll always have feelings for her. Just the curse of being me...
****Run, Forrest, Run****
i honestly am confused why you still like her man...? Seems like you could do way better... I had a girl like that before though lying and the cheating and for some reason i missed her afterwards... Finally i realized she was a lying piece of shit and i got over her, and if i ever said anything about her i had told my friends to punch me.