Been err a few days since me posting. Something else has happened and got worse *sigh*. Err every morning I can't eat anything (anxiety, depression?) and sometimes during the day - I'm losing alot of weight, quite badly. I'm really concerned about this as I also get bad stomach aches aswell and I quite often nearly sick. I spoke to my parents and they said it will go away. I've given it a week or so and I'm still err not eating much. I want to gain my weight back and eat regularly again, but I can't because my anxiety is quite extreme at the moment.
Like I said before I probably need proper medication. But I'm worried of the side affects and my parents don't really want me taking medication purely because side affects are commonly reported when taking them (so they say).
Probably alot of the things I've been depressed about are all falling on top of me and that is why I feel the way I do. But now I am at the point where I am not conciously aware of any thoughts provoking my anxiety. Like before I knew I was worrying about something and then I would feel anxious. But now I just feel it without conciously thinking of anything. It's hard to explain. I'm feeling really drained like I have no energy. People have been saying I look tired and unwell, so the affects of anxiety are being shown present in appearance now.
So what do I do?