and not just like a fantasy, i so badly want it, i've been going on all these websites trying to find someone local who'd be willing to, but i have to pay to contact them damnit! i want to be gagged, tied up, and raped, with bruises to tel the tale, i love the attention i can get from it afterwards, but it'#s driving me nuts trying to find someone who can help!!!!
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I want to be raped
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....moderators?
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this sounds like trouble
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You're not likely to find anyone who will do it, since it could land them in prison.And you may find, if it really happens, that you don't enjoy it.
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whatchoo goin` 2 do after ? sue the rapist ?
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the attention you get afterwards? are you crazy?
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Sexy chick do you go out with guys at all ? There is no way many people would risk going to prison.... you might change your mind after your fantasy and get the guy in some serious serious trouble. The community I live in...... you look at someone the wrong way and you can get into trouble. Get that ! just look. Why do you fantasize about what you do ?
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you people really don't get it, I don't want a guy to rape me so i can turn him in afterwards, I've already found a tonne of possibilities, I have a mental disorder, (shows, doesn't it) I'm not like crazy or anything, I'm just addicted to attention, and I'm ready to get help, but I agreed that before I do, I'm going let 1 last bad thing happen to me, to get attention out of,what the guy did would be strictly between him and me, and in a case of rape, the guy can only get arrested if the girl presses charges, and that would mean everyone knowing, not something I would ever let happen!
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well if you're not going to tell anyone, then what kind of attention are you going to get? you really really don't want to be raped
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see, I'm not doing it to enjoy it, I hope I don't enjoy it, it's what my illness is all about, rape will hopefully effect me more than all the other bad things I've encouraged to happen to me, I've not been able to cry since I've had this illness, which has been too long now, if you saw it from my perspetive you'd understand, but unless you have, you really won't
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I never said I wasn't going to tell anyone, I just said that I can only tell my victims, (who are the peeps who give me the attention) if people like my parents, or my school finds out, I'll be screwed, I know what I'm doing, I've been doing it for years!
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you're really sick in the head if you want to be raped, you would feel horrible afterwards and it's something you have to deal with the rest of your life, it's not something that just goes away after a few months, that's not something you do for attention
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The world is filled with girls changing their mind after a sexual experience has occured.
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I know that I'm not stupid, and that's why I'm going with rape, nothing ever effects me, so I can never really get the proper attention I spend my life working at getting. This way I can use it for victims now, and in 10 or 20 years, when I see a raped girl asking for my help, or something like that, any victims I have then, will see how badly this effects me, and voila, more attention. Sick in the head? No, in my search for a rapist, I've found many girls with similar fantasies, I'm just desperate, and I'm also hoping this will be the 1 thing that will enale me to cry again, something I've waited so long for!
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sexy chick if you are serious about what your sayin.... what you really need is genuine love, care and affection. not what you are fantasing about.
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I'm surprised you have any friends. Maybe the guy that rapes you will accidentally kill you. Ever think of that?
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maybe you're right, maybe i need someone who actually genuinely cares about me for once in my life, but getting that won't stop me from wanting this, I want my victims to have empathy for me, I want them to want to help me through this terrible time, and that will give me what I want!
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oh that's nice! Well other than my illness I'm just an average girl, as far as my friends concerned I don't have an illness, and the illness only developed because people stopped caring about me, at least that's what I believe. I'm normal, when I'm hanging out with mates or going out with guys, but when I'm in bed tryig to get to sleep, I'm scheming up plans for my next attempt to get attention, or choosing out a new victim, or just replaying the ones that i've already done!
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well if you're dead you won't find out, and if you live hopefully your "friends" will be able to see right through you and realize how fake you truly are
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dead? haha you really think I'm stupid enough to end up with a guy who will kill me, I'm just looking fort a guy who's up for sex, and is willing to try an alternate lifestyle fantasy, possibly 1 I already know, besides, I'm a christian, (although I'll be a much better one after all this is over and done with) I'm not at all scared of death!