"you really think I'm stupid enough to end up with a guy who will kill me"Yeah I do...you're stupid enough to want to be raped.
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I want to be raped
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I'm not stupid, nothing in my whole life has effected me, I can't imagine rape having a big impact on me either, but it's gonna have to do, since being stalked, then raped, held hostage, have a gun to my face, or a knife under my chin, with a guy who says "give what I want, or the girl gets hurt" all involve my parents knowledge, this is my last option. You have no idea how much hell I've been through trying to comprehend this illness, deal with it, with no1 knowing, only recently have I let the information out to my youth leader, a few friends that I trust, and my doctor, who's referring me to a phsychiatrists. Before that, I've been in despair coming up with plans to get attention, the worst thing is, I think 1 of my friends has it, in a much milder stage, and if she's not helped soon, she's going to end up like me, attempted suicide, wanted by no-one, with no-one willing to help!
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And obviously you're not willing to help either, look, I never asked to be mentally ill, and I never expected it to get this far, all I know, is that there is no visible cure, and this is taking over my life. I'm 14 for crying out loud, I should be on the net in chatrooms flirting with guys, or at least trying to make the most of my life, and live by the same morals as most people, to want to be happy, I want to be sad, I want to be traumatised, I can't help it! and unless someone helps me, I am gonna end up being killed!
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You're 14? You're a child for crying out loud. You don't need to be having sex at that age. You have no idea what rape involves. Tell you're parents you're depressed or whatever. There's no visible cure? You haven't even tried to seek help.
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see a phsychiatrist before you go get raped, prehaps they will be able to help you in some wayas it was said, a raping will stay with you forever, going to the phsychiatrist probably wont leave such scars In reply to: I'm a christian ...really? Christian as in, the bible Christ? i thought that whole book spoke against promiscuity, rape, etc...?
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I'm really disturbed by this thread. Just the discussion of rape is enough to traumatize rape victims. I'm sorry that you feel the need to be raped and all of the other things you're facing in your illness. However, I'd suggest we close this thread and move on to another topic this is just too over the top right now.
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no idea? NO IDEA? You really wouldn't know, you know nothing about me, and I'm not a kid, if I were a kid, I wouldn't have been able to deal with this at all, I'd have killed myself by now, I'm doing my best to survive, I didn't say I've not even tried to seek help, I've spoken to some of the best munchausens specialists in the world, just not face-to-face, more online, it might not even be munchausen, but whatever it is, I need help, and telling my parents i'm depressed is the 1 thing I'm trying to avoid, I'm sneaking around them, coz i can't bare to get attention from them, this is how messed up my life is, and yes I am a christian, and after trying to lure a guy into raping me, I went to a christian event, and swore I'd never attempt to do that again, and look at me now, it's taking over my will, this is less about the rape, and more about the illness as for as I'm concerned, I realised the thread is going to be closed, but can someone PLEASE e-mail me or something, just to help me out here?Thanx
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No idea...yes that's right you have no idea what rape involves. You're a child who needs to be seeking help from your parents or a counselor at school. There are other ways to seek attention, positive ways really. Excel at school, play a sport, volunteer. Make yourself known in the community in a positive way, not a negative.