For this, I hate myself. It turns out that the girl I can't stop thinking of was at the competition today (I thought she'd be there tomorrow). See this thread if you don't know what I'm talking about http://www.afraidtoask.com/forums/showflat.php?Cat=&Board=UBB14&Number=132511&page=0&view=collapsed&sb=5&o=&fpart=1
She was there for like 5 hours. I'd been there from 8:45-6:00. I never got the guts up to go talk to her. I didn't know what to say. She was with her parents or talking to some of her friends for alot of the earlier part. Later on, after she was beat in the elimination portion of her competition she was standing around watching matches for awhile. I had so much time and opportunity to go say something to her. I waited so long, until the point where I thought she'd left and I told myself that I would go talk to her if I saw her again. When I saw her again, I went and watched the same match she was watching (for those of you who didn't read the other thread, I'm talking about a fencing competition). I was going to say something to her, but she left.
This is driving me crazy, I like her so much and I want to talk to her. I missed my opportunity, and I don't know if she is going to be there tomorrow when I go again. I feel empty right now and useless, sort of depressed. Is this normal? Anyways, if she is there tomorrow, I am going to talk to her. I need to "break the ice", you know. I haven't said anything to her for so long, and we don't really know each other. Any tips on what to say would be awesome. I can't stop thinking about her, and I want to get to know her so badly. It would need to be fast though, since my chance to talk to her will be tomorrow, and I'm going to try to not stay up too late tonight, I need rest for the competition.