I am a student in college.
Last tuesday at school, I was sitting at the bench I always do smoking hookah with my friends when a this asian girl came and hung out with us. Lets call her "J". We were talking and somehow we ended up talking about what kinda girls/boys we liked. "J" asked what i thought about her friend and showed me some pictures, and then her friend came by our bench. Lets call her friend "M". M was hella fine...When J and M were leaving to head to their class J asked to see my phone and then put her # in my phone. She also told me she thought I was cute. I later texted her and told her I thought she was cute too.
Soon after J texted me and we started talking. The next day me, J , and M went to lunch. Both of the girls are international students. J is not my type or style physically...but she has very good english and I am able to communicate with her. She also has a very good personality and I enjoy her company. M on the other hand, doesnt have as good of english speaking skills. She is VERY attractive though, and I find myself attracted to her style and physically. She has a good personality also, but we haven't clicked on the same lvl as me and J.
This is the complicated part. M has a boyfriend. Now before you judge me read this. M has been going out with her boyfriend for 6 years now. She is tired of her relationship with him and he is not a very good boyfriend to her anymore. He negects her and she wants to start dating other people, the problem is she lives with him and she is a international student.
J and I hung out earlier this week. We met up with M got some food, then M went home and me and J went to see 2012. It was pretty good, I am noticing J is making moves on me. We kinda held hands at the movies and she is growing on me, but I am bothered by the fact that she is not my type physically or in style. J is starting to text me all the time and wanting to hang out. She says she misses me all the time and the other night wanted me to sleep at her place cause she was lonely. I of course did not stay at her place. I am very cautious because I do not want to lead her on if my feelings are not true. I told J, I do not want to rush anything because I want to be sure before anything happens.
I am seriously really lost and confused. I like J, but at the same time I am strongly attracted to M. I do not want to lead J on if I am not going to be serious because I am a good person. But at the same time I am worried about making a move on M because she and J are best friends and also...M is dating J's cousin. The situation is complicated. And I need good advice. I do not need people judging me or saying I am a horrible person for wanting a girl with a BF. Because she does not want to be in that relationship anymore and I know I can treat a girl right if I start dating her. I do not want to hurt J, by going after M because I am 100% sure J likes me.