I can't take it anymore. I never thought I'd think of sucide, but lately I've been thinking what it would be like if I died... How people would react... Would it be on the news? Is there an afterlife? If I would ever kill myself, how would I do it? I'm so stressed, unhappy and depressed... I always think I'm never going to make it through life on my own. My biggest dream is to get a great job, marry "prince charming" and all that... I'm not doing good in school. I'm failing MATH! I got an F last quarter and I have a feeling I'm going to get another one this quarter, which will send me to summer school. If I fail Math all year round, I have to go to summer school and take half of the same class again next year... I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself because I might have to go to summer school and take the same math again... but for some reason, I always think about it. I feel as if because I'm failing math, my life is over. I've never failed anything before. I get A's and B's in all my other classes... I've tried to get help... but my school is gay! No one cares! Just because I'm failing math, I feel as if I'm not going to get into a collage... or get a job... and end up on the streets... I mean, I know the possiblity of this happening is very little, but I always think my life is over! What the hell is wrong with me? And now, I always think about sucide... Stupid, yes... but it always comes across my mind.