I'm an 18 year old virgin who is involved in a serious commited relationship with my 20 year old boyfriend. We've been going out for a little over a year. Before we started dating he dated this girl for two and a half years, she was a huge slut to put it nicely. She cheated on him, used him for sex and made his life miserable but he stayed wtih her and foregave her for two years!
We fool around a lot, and since I went off to college, I've been talking to my best friend more and discovered that she hasn't been a virgin for a while and her bf comes up a lot and they screw around in her room all weekend. It bothers me, but they're both consinting adults.
My boyfriend told me that it was my decision when and where we had sex first and I have made a consious descion not to have sex until he moves out (yes he still lives with his parents, it's complicated) and can wake up together so it's not some hit and run thing.
I guess I'm jealous of my friend and her lack of inhabitions, but I still want my first time to be special. Is this way too sentimental or not?