Give up!

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Can't stand it anymore. Everytime I try to help myself I make myself worse. Nobody cares, I was just trying to approach my mum about my increasingly bad depression last night, and she blew me off saying how it's nothing and it will pass by - as FCUKING IF!!!!! I look for a better day everytime I wake up, but no matter what, I feel like shit, and when asked about why I look so zombie looking, I can't help but snap!

I'm at home AGAIN, nothing to do, no-where to go. If I try to do something, it won't destract my thoughts, and if I'm seen like this, people will just put me down.

Don't fit in anywhere. Not even here. I wonder how depressed I feel if I didn't have PC? Probably kill myself. This is all I use to communicate across my feelings to people and it seems little people care. And if someone does try to care, they act in the most sarcastic manner they can make.You get to feel so guiltyGot so much for so littleThen you find that feelingJust won't go awayYou're holding on to every little thing so tightly'Til there's nothing left for you anywayGoodbye...You can keep this suit of lightsI'll be up with the sunI'm not coming downI'm not coming downI'm not coming down

Uhmm...I can't really say much as I don't know what your problem is, or what causes your depression. But please think that you are a very valuable part of the society. The world is so full of many faceless people, and we are all valuable no matter how unheard of. As for the people that criticize, please don't let them affect you. You are what you are for your own choice. We do not choose to be anything because we want to be accepted, we choose to be something because we want to be happy. And as long as you do not harm other people, live and be happy.

Yeah, the people on this site do care. That's why it's here. And I'm sure that some of the people in your life care more than you give them credit for. As was just said, nothing specific can be said as advice, since you didn't really share what's caused this depression, but just know that you're loved regardless of what anyone tells you.

Notsogood......of course you fit in here hon......we all do.......and if we can help we will.....for a group of relative strangers we all really do care

A certain individual is on to me... Maybe more. I know because of the evidence I've gathered. It's not really a good thing for me to post here anymore.

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he means that he knows some one her and that person is figuring out thathe's here. so he don;t want him/her to know ( i guess) so he can;t say more. (well it's my guess on it anyway)

thats why i dont let people screw around on my comp. its all private stuff.that sucks notsogood. thanks for replying to my topic though, i woulda felt stupid if nobody replied. normally people respond negatively to my little adventure, and you responded positively. so you're not completely worthlesss just a tip, this isnt a good tip i bet probly most people will say. But dont brag about being depressed. it tends to scare away people you dont know a lot. Close friends should help, but it scares away people that you dont know too well. Everyone wants to surround themselves with people who have high 'esteem' and such. My guess is your mother misunderstood you. She probably doesnt believe your depressed or whatever.

what about GET OUT OF YOUR F`IN HOUSE AND START TALKING TO PPL

why don't you stop chewing people out

Expect something to follow shortly... Thanks for replies.

Like the anouncement that I am a paranoid schizo.

I got some tickets to go see my fav band at a concert, but I got nobody to go with. WHAT A FUCKING SHAME!

Go anyway. You may find someone on the way who can use the extra tickets - you've got the opportunity here for a random act of kindness.

harr thats good advice

I am down in the dumps today. Being really pressured about everything. My parents are just throwing my problems at me and then saying 'I don't meant to upset you...' This is just fucking lame. Why do I bother with anything anymore? WHY? I'm always here pouring my heart out of all my problems. I bet you're all SICK OF ME. I KNOW IT'S TRUE DON't DENY IT! This fricking therapy can go out the window, for all I care, I'm not going back. THEY CAN STICK THAT TALK CRAP WHERE THE SUN DON'T SHINE. I'm programmed in with this shit, I'd have to basically unprogram it out of me. Surely that's obvious enough if one has had it all their life? Maybe I Should slit my fucking wrists and be done with it.

I'm not sick of you.

Please, don't do that dude, one, it hurts, and it doesn't actually kill you [ atleast for me it didn't ]. Thnik abotu it man, things are tough now, whether you likei t or not thigns will egt better, and one day you may look back proudly and say, that shit made me who I am today

My parents drive me up the fucking wall. College is fucking shit. I am currently receiving no help at all. I have no friends. Nobody to speak to. All I have is myself and I am sick of it.

My mum started talking to me about my problems saying that it will just go away and she's said this before and I just cannot keep telling her this stuff just 'doesnt go away'. It's like she refuses to accept it and my dad just doesn't give a shit and when I struggle with anything I find anxiety provoking, he gives me little or no support. He just shouts me down, swears at me - makes me feel like a piece of shit.

I'd like to leave my home and I've been wanting since I was 9yrs old. I hate it here my parents argue all the time, and then they just moan at me for my problems. This is why I think death is an option I will consider - the whole world would be better off without me. And tbh I would be better off without the world. This world FUCKING SUCKS.