What possible pleasure do u get frm this i am really depressed i want 2 kiil myself and yet u still terrorise me why what have i done 2 u im sure u want me dead im really considering gettin a gun and killin a few people before i kill myself serious u have ruined my life and no im not bein paro or stupid uve got me questioning my own life over ur mistakes questionin reality i feel fucked i tried go 2 a doctor the other day as soon as i walk in the funny looks the stupid coincidences and then oh the doctors sick today u cant see him and all the others were booked thay were absolutly no help ive even had people talk about things ive done a day previous down 2 fuckin details wot da fuck ive confronted them but the cowards always hide under their cloaks knowin i cant touch them but soon im just gonna flip i can really feel it comin and why is it that wimen r always the 1s that seem 2 mot like 2 piss me off when ido kill some1 eventually it WILL be a woman dont get me wrong i dont mind them its just become a general thing now im gradually hating them like i hate the world id say im at 90 percent serious i think they think they have a hold over me because im sexual frustrated admittidly i could do wid a shag but u no another thing that i think realates to women bein the most inconsiderate of the species though i have met thousands of male bitches see em every day but the point im tryin 2 make is that u see alot of fat women wid slim guyz but not the other way round why? now tell me who u think is the most nicest of the species but dont get shit twisted i like real girls if i met 1 but i could happily live selibate for the rest of my life (im 22 now) if that meant my life would not be under constant watch please sme1 real what should i do?
DOES THIS SEEM FUNNY 2 U....
Who is the you that you're saying terrorises you, Hopeless?
Life can be pretty hard and a lot of bad things often happen together by accident - it's easy to think they are related when they're not.
But it sounds like you have had a lot of bad experiences and I think talking to a counsellor could be very helpful to help sort out things.
the terroizin comes frm society but i feel so excluded its unreal i cant even go 2 work because i cant stand the chit chat frm people i hate steppin out side and things just seem 2 get worse day by day i know this shit is scripted i just know it
So many of us feel society peering down at us, but the only way to get over that is to realize that everyone else is exactly the same when you don't see them, and the only way to rise up is to improve yourself.
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