I've read some posts about those who ask about sex, virginity and so on. I lost my virginity at 21. I know, with a girl I never thought I would have sex with. I had allways held to the idea that I would wait for the right girl to give my virginity to. And I wish I had waited... but none the less, there I was standing in the doorway of her bedroom, half dressed, holding a condom she just gave me, as she got back onto the bed and pulled her panties off and laid spread out. I thought what should I do? Walk out? or just get it over with and have sex. I threw my good sense away and got onto the bed with her. You know, I liked it, but wasn't satified by it at the same time. after getting the condom on, I had a terrible time finding my way inside her. Poked and prodded until she reached down and moved me to the right spot and told me to push. Embarrassing for me she had to do that, but none the less felt nothing when I entered her. It was like I has humping, but couldn't feel anything, nothing until she started contracting. Condoms really take away the feeling, I was surprised how much I didn't feel. She said I felt good inside her, it didn't take long for me to cum and fall on her dead tired. The first time is very cumbersome, my inexperience showed, she wasn't satisified when I came. I pulled out of her and touched her vagina juice on the condom, that was sexy. Sex is such a great thing... for me, the foreplay leading up to entering her, and orgasming has become my love. Anyway... the point of all that, I left her house that morning physically the same person as when I went over the night before. Putting my dick inside her had no change, the change happens inside you. There is an emotional connection, a spritual lose or gain depending on how it went. If you're thinking about losing it, trust your instincts and be smart! Use protection until you're in a monogomous relationship, yea condoms suck, but they're better than an unwanted pregancy.