I'm talking about writing it down and giving it to someone. It's hard to "say" it to someone, but going to see someone handing them a letter and sitting there just waiting may be a good idea..... me thinks.
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Guess i will post here
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See right there.. MAN MADE PILLS.. I hate man made shit.. Man cant do anything right... Is there a natural way.. Will the doctor know of natural ways? I dont want any man made pills.. Take the pills and find out in 10 years it does something to you.. No thanks
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You'd be surprised how many people are on those "man made pills," and you'd be surpised how many lives they've improved or even saved. If you're worried about the consequences of taking them in ten years, you might start thinking about the consequences of not taking them now. Don't mess around. We all need help real help sometimes and web forums can only be of so much use.
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I typed out a short thing and i'm going to put it on a floppy disk, and hand it to her tomorrow. I got so nervous typing it.. I kept it short.. Only mentioning possible bi polarness ( thats a word? ) Then I'm sure she will bring me into talk and i will explain it to her. This feels weird.. Cause i dont usally try to ask for help outside the internet. Im also going to put i only want to deal with her and no one else. ( Have kids that counsel to.. be to weird passing them in the halls ) I will see what hapens.. Providing my floppy works :P
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Ok, Its on the floppy. going into my back pack.
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It kinda feels weird.. A good weird.. The disk is offically in my back pack. Its short, but she will call me to her office and ask me more, for sure. Is there anything i should leave out? Like sucide attempts? or no? or not at first? I don't have a clue what i'm doing.. besides handing her a disk.. lol.. Maybe she will be help me find a way to fix my messed up grades,, or fix the thing that makes not really care.. I don't know.. I will let you know.. HOPEFULLY she will be there tomorrow.. lol.. I will/should be handing her the disk at lunch, when i see her.
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If you get a chance to talk to her, don't leave anything out. Be sincere and honest. If you do this, she will find you help. In a short amount of time you will see the quality of life increase dramatically. And yes, she will probably help you with your grades also.
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Even sucide attempts?
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yes, that is very important.
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I wont get slapped in a mental hospital, will i
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of course not
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I'm glad you're doing something, FaBMX. That's important.
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In reply to: What will they do to me.. Dope me up on happy pills.. sounds like a great life to me actually. NO not all doctors/psychologist give pills to solve problems. Mine WILL NOT put me on drugs/pills . "happy pills" whatever u want to call them...meds. He want do it. what I do EVERY tue and thur (yes i have to go 2 times a week) i go in his office and spill my guts out. cry, get mad, talk...sometimes i don't want to talk and he makes me.. some times he just lets me cry. Or blabber. he asks questions and makes me explain my answers. sometimes I feel better after and some times i don't. That’s when I unload on Diver. like Amanda said u have to want to get better for it to work. I was having major “freak out” a lot and my parents decided to put me in therapy twice a week. It has helped. I don’t have as many as I use to and the nightmares are less. BUT there not gone.. just less. what does this have to do with you.... nothing but maybe it will show you that you can get better with out pills. and if u do need pills, so be it. my sister has to prick her finger every morning to check her blood cuz she's a dibetic. she's had to do that a long time and it's what she'll always have to do. You have to want to get better and not denie things are bad. other than that i don't know how to help. you know you can only hid things for so long (or denie) one day your going to pop. I exploded this past Aug after we moved. it wasn't to my parents, not even my brother who... is closer to me than anyone. It was to diver and i know it hit him hard cuz i was hidding from him like i was to my family. my monster is gone but the thoughts / memries still hount me..... that's why i need help.
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In reply to: I wont get slapped in a mental hospital, will i I didn't. and trust me i'm not right in the head.
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i never took anti depressants for the first 7 years that i had depression,even against the advice of psyche people who had given me paxil,prozac,whaever.eventually two years ago i hit rock bottom where id spend hours crying on the floor in my bedroom.i was totally fucked and desperately needed help.i started taking anti depresssants and today its been a year and half on them.i should be off em in about 3 months.do they work?i think so.im just glad i was willing to try anything to fix my head and heart.i have no friends at all,well,none that i see often,i might see one or two friends once a month on a busy socail month.my psychologist and group are my only time out of loneliess and solitude.why am i telling you this?oh,i guess to show you arent alone.i've been there.it hurts real bad.it will get better bro.take it easy,take care.
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I screwed up ( nothing new.. Right? ) I put that disk in my back pack last night.. I got to thinking today.. I just threw it in there.. no plastic.. So its probably messed up.. BUT.. I got a paper form to see her.. I filled most of it out.. I just gotta finish it.. It has a lot of choices.. Im marking down.. School/academic problems, Anger Isues, Depression.. Think thats good? I will turn it into the lady tomorrow.
Is this normal.. Today i was thinking about turning in the disk ( even after i realized it was prob trashed ) I started getting so nervous.. I was shaking.. I was kinda numb.. It was weird... I never been that nervous before.. I hope i dont get that nervous tomorrow when i hand her the form :scream_cat:
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Paper in my wallet.. so i wont forget it...
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Excuses excuses. Why would it be thrashed? Those disks are fairly resilient as long as the inner disk is not damaged.
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Static Electricty..
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It is trashed.. I just checked it.. good thing i didnt hand it to her.. Wouldn't I look like an ass.. handing her a blank disk .. I think this paper will work.. As long as it dosn't rain ( don't worry.. it wont )