i cannot even explain all the complexities of this current relationship that i am in. we are "good" friends, we use to have those benefits and such, but i couldn't handle all the overwhelming feelings. It seems as if i've manufactured all sorts of reasons not to be with him, or suspicsions. I trust him, and adore him a ton, i just can't understand why my emotions condradict so much. does any know how can i get past all this?
I understand how you feel, and have felt like it before. I think you need to reassure yourself that you two are good together, and that there is nothing for you to worry about. Do you feel insecure? Maybe you should talk to him about it... it would give you a chance to be open and tell him how you feel, and maybe he feels the same way and would provide an opportunity for him to express how he feels. Don't worry Im sure you will overcome it!
you definently hit the target, it is insecurity. I have talked to him before,i feel like a whynie little kid when i do. he tries to reassure me, i know there shouldn't be any doubt but deep down there i am always seconed guessing everything i do, he does, we say to each other. I don't know what i want i guess, but this guy makes me really happy. there must be something wrong with me.