Upped my dosage the other day (actually nearer to three weeks ago) to what my gp has prescribed, and I'm still feeling down. Keep having really negative thoughts. Shit time at work at the moment as well, and no prospective to move in the near future. Got my birthday (28!) in less than a month and no real enthusiasm to actually get there. The girl I've been seeing keeps saying that theres no future in our relationship. I don't see her as "the one", but I'm enjoying the time I spend with her, and all the time there's a big spectre hanging over my shoulder saying that she doesn't see us together by the end of May. I wish I had a frind who I could trust. Thanks Diver for offering, but I need to know someone before I open up to them. I wish there was a way I could just stop existing without hurting anyone.
Maybe you should talk to your doctor about a differn't med for your depression. Maybe your immune to the current one? If that girl dosn't see you two together for very long.. Why you still going steady with her? If you need to talk or whatever ( even tho you dont know me ) you can PM me anytime.
If I could get an appointment then fine, but my gp is only available for that day and the same day next week, so when I'm feeling down its a week or so before I can see a gp. I wish I had a button where I could just stop living.
Don't know how the girl I'm seeing feels about me. She seems to have no feeling for me at all, but then gets upset when she doesn't see me.
She seems to have no feelings then gets upset? Hmmmmm... Seems like a typical woman to me. LOL
you once said that a problem halved was a problem shared, but i couldnt tell you coz i didnt know you cared
I miss you