Hey people. So yeah. I have a real issue with alcahol and pills. I've had problems through out my life one way or the other. In my early teen years i started drinking and taking tons of medications (that i wasn't supposed to have). Lately my addictions have gotten really bad. I get drunk at parties and even at school. When i'm wasted or high i feel better to just be escaping for a little while. But after i feel horrible for all that i put my friends through. Just the other day when I was at a party, I offered my bff's boyfriend sex. I feel like such an evil person. When i'm sober i feel like a failure. When I'm wasted or high i feel evil for what i'm putting my friends throug. I really need some advice. So if you have any i would really like to here it. THANKS
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I'm an evil person
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Damn, you need to go to a clinic for that shit and get cleaned up, and as for offering your friends boyfriend sex. Thats really messed up, i know you were drunk and high or whatever but it is. GOOD luck
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Get off the fucking drugs and alcohol. your not evil, you just mixxed up in some bad shit. get off of it, it will take commitment and wont happen over night...
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No, you're not evil. People who are evil don't consider themselves evil. The problem is in those words "When i'm sober i feel like a failure". Why do you feel so bad about yourself?
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It seems that no matter what I do or how hard i try i always manage to mess things up. Maybe it's all just in my head. I don't know. Through out my life, especially when i was little, i've had a rough time. At one point I was even molested by a family memeber. I just can't deal with everything. So i turned to drinking and pills. I would try to get help, but the thing is, my parents don't know that I was molested or that i drink or anything. It would be way to hard to tell them.
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Perhaps you could tell someone else?