my suicidal and self injury tendenices are coming
i wanna die........i feel worthless , no ones know how close i was 2 shooting myself this morning ( if i had a gun) .....or slicling up my arms...
i hate my dad,,,,, i hate myself ...... i hate the enviroment that i live in.
i hate the yelling n arguements .......i hate waking up to mom and dad screaming at each other.i hate when dad tells me and mom how fat we will be ..... and then when mom and i sign up for an exercise program ....... he tells up its not going to work..... why spend the money ......i'll put you to work around the house.if u want exercise.he told me i not working enough hrs at work ......i not getting enough money.God gives us trials in our lives to test us. If we make it through, they make us stronger in his will.
i can't stand this sh*t anymore...Hasn't my psychiatrist done anything to help me get out of there yet?NO .. Is there no one i could go to live with? NO , NOT AT THE MOMEMT. my grandparents adopted
so legally the have custoday of me till i'm 21 years old .. that
means i won't be able to move out till i'm 21 years old.
i aware i have suicidal
feelings and have attempted suicide before...... i want help
, i want to be admitted to a hospital for treatment , how
should i go about doing that ? what should i expect ?
would u miss me if i was admitted ?
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