i couldn't find anywhere else to post this matter, so i decided that maybe it's a teenage thing, when the raging hormones get at my brain or something.this is starting to get annoying now, because i can't controll it completely. i don't know what it is, and i certainly don't want to go see a psycholigist about it. (yet) it doesn't happen that often, but when it does i'm remembered that i have a problem.k, to describe what happens... some days, i wake up, and feel really bad. not just bad as in depressed or sad, but like a cold burning flame of desire in me. i'll call it blood lust, mainly because i know that if i kill a few people i'll feel better.now, luckily, i freak out when i start realising that i want to kill and instantly try to think (talk) myself out of it. i usually get through the day, not even getting into a fight at school or something. and it never lasted more than a day (it goes away when i go to sleep at night.)the problems it causes is simple : i become really quiet. i don't want to talk to anybody, but i force myself to because i know that i'll groom on my dark thoughts if i leave myself alone.i can't stop these things from happening, and recently these phases have been occuring at random. (not just from when i get up, but from a random moment until i go to sleep.) it's not about anger, that's one thing i know for sure. i won't go on a killing rampage, i've never killed a person in my life. that's another thing.i've regained calmness and got rid of the little rashness i had, but these phases don't seem to have anything to do with either.i'd just like to know at least what this is, or why it's caused. of course, a way to controll it would be great to find out.
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Teen psychological problems.
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See a fucking shrink man... if I started wanted to kill people, I wouldn't be fucking wasting time posting on boards...
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This isn't an ordinary teen psychological problem, and it definitely needs a professional.
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Hmm.. this doesn't seem too promising.I thought it happened to guys my age (once in a while.)Is there anybody else who got sudden urges (with no reason) to kill any random person? (why the h*** am i asking this when i know the answer already.)Maybe i should go see a shrink.
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uhm ive never wanted to kill anyone before (19) but i would deffinatly say talk to your parents first, because they may have had the same problem. Certain traits like that may be inherited.
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In reply to:Is there anybody else who got sudden urges (with no reason) to kill any random person?Not if they're mentally well. If you find someone else who has the same problem, what does it prove?In reply to:Maybe i should go see a shrink.You absolutely must.
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Hey dude, I went through many years like that. I discovered that it was RAGE building up inside from things that annoyed me and I couldn't deal with. At times I think some people thought I was a schitzo. But it's ok, once you learn why you do what you do and feel like you do; it all falls in perspective.Definitely see a doc; these people are to HELP you. He will probably point you over to a counsellor, therapist, or psychiatrist (sp?). Btw don't panic about it, as weird or strange as you may perceive it from other people; you can be helped!Wish you all the best of luck!
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i wouldn't want to meast u in a dark ally thats for sure. u are a phyco. see a shrink.
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Dont say that ill bet your a fucking ass.
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repeating what he already said is not help. you piss me off so bad, i am this close to raping you.sorry for everyone who's reading, but i have a small vendetta against SteveA, A being for Asshole.
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what, he's just telling it like it is. i wouldn't want to meet this fucker in a dark alley. probably stab me in the face, like the sadistic son of a bitch he is. does anybody want to meet this dude in a dark alley?
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If you're of Scandinavian ancestry and had a berserker as an ancestor, maybe that thing is normal but as I see it, rage is something caused by frustration met by everyday life and you're unable to cope with it. . . I recommend a shrink, or start doing something you like such as sports but definitly don't take anything that can frustrate youBest Wishes, Taison!