Sorry if i'm posting too much >_< please forgive me.
I just tried anal masturbating. Used a board marker ( not the side with the lid of course ) and i used plenty of vasline. I didn't know how far to shove it, and the actual feeling of it being in there felt odd so it wasn't like i could judge when i was gonna climax. I was scared shoving it in too deep would hurt me. I didn't know to shove it high or low, and i had several feelings of what i wouldn't call pleasure, but a weighed down feeling like the one i had on my first hand masturbation. This happened 5 or so times until i got a feeling which was like 10 times more powerful than the smaller ones and i pulled it out. I feel scared. Did i do it wrong? Should i have kept going? ( PS mods if i am making too many posts plz tell me becoause i hate to annoy people )