Moral standards and my mind....

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My goal isn't just to kill a bunch of ppl ... I want to kill myself after it, too, which would be kinda hard with your way, plus it's unsure too work and shit like that ...I'm not doing shit anymore where there's even a slight chance of it not working ... i'm done with that@Homicidal: If I was in your shoes I wouldn't think some other guy on the internet would do it either, so it's normal for you to say.. like you said, 99.9% are all talk. Well, there's still that other 0.1% ...

I don't understand what the gain is in taking anyone with you. It seems like it would just complicate things, and make the effort more likely to fail. Why would you want to make such a dramatic statement?

Why would it complicate things? If I had a gun it'd be the easiest thing in the world ... sure I'd have to wait like till the next day to actually do it, but I've waited this long so one more day wouldn't kill me (no pun intended) ....Plus the point is I'd just kill the people that were being asses to me for no reason ... they want to be asses, fine, but they're going to get what they deserve in the end.

Because if someone figured out what you were going to do, if someone noticed something about you didn't look right, etc. People do get stopped. If you just sat in the woods and shot yourself properly, there would be little risk of failure.

Suppose you shot at someone, and the bullet missed them (or passed through them) and hit someone you didn't intend to hit? Let's say, for instance, the mother of three kids, in a non-dysfunctional family?

Because if someone figured out what you were going to do, if someone noticed something about you didn't look right, etc. People do get stopped.No one would figure out what I was up too.. and by the time they did it'd be too late> Suppose you shot at someone, and the bullet missed them (or passed through them) and hit someone you didn't intend to hit? Let's say, for instance, the mother of three kids, in a non-dysfunctional family?Think about it... I'm about to kill myself, so why should I care about the above scenario?

Think about it... I'm about to kill myself, so why should I care about the above scenario? Look, you could go out and shoot youself and be done with it in a matter of minutes. The fact that you're talking about a Columbine production (dude, it's already been done, no one will be impressed), debating it on this site, etc. makes me think that you're full of crap, and just looking for attention. I mean, why would someone who's about to do himself in worry about the firewall settings on his PC?You'd be a lot better off thinking about how you can fix the crappy situation that you're in, rather than suicidal nonsense. I know it's something you've been thinking about for years, but in a couple of years you'll be able to get away from your crappy family and do something with yourself. It might be helpful if you were on the right drugs, perhaps.

Who said I'm trying to impress someone?I'm not "debating" .. there's nothing to debate. You asked why I would want to take people with me and I'm telling you.And I really don't give a shit if you think I'm full of crap, I think you're full of crap too, so?Please tell me where I said I was worried about my firewall settings? The only reason I was talking about the popups shit is for convenience reaosns. I already said a few days ago I'd just disable JavaScript and be done with that.Again, there's nothing to fix in my situation, I've already made up my mind and I'm not going to change it. Yeah, I'll be able to get away from my family in a few years, does that solve everything then? Hell no.

Don't get lost in the pop-up thing. It was an example. I'm saying that I'm surprised that you're worried about trivial stuff when you're thinking about ways to kill a bunch of people.> Yeah, I'll be able to get away from my family in a few years, does that solve everything then? It won't solve everything, but it will solve one thing.I'm not sure why you think I'm full of crap. Have I made some sort of claim about myself or what I'm going to to do? There's nothing false about anything I've said about myself on this site.

Again, I'm not thinking about ways to kill a bunch of people, I already have a way, just waiting till I can get what I need to do it, if I'm still around that long.

> There's nothing false about anything I've said about myself on this site.

Same here, but you still think I'm full of crap. So why can't I think you're full of crap?

Same here, but you still think I'm full of crap. So why can't I think you're full of crap?If I said I was going to do "X", but the things you know about me lead you to think that it's ridiculous, then you have a right to think that I'm full of crap. I recall claiming that I was going to go to Starbucks the gym, or the neighborhood Mexican place, but that's about it. When I tell you that I plan to pitch for the Red Sox or fly in the Space Shuttle, feel free to tell me that I'm full of crap.

Plus the point is I'd just kill the people that were being asses to me for no reason ... they want to be asses, fine, but they're going to get what they deserve in the end. Or you could quit being such a pussy and stick up for yourself, if somones being an ass to you kick 3tons of shit into them when theyre all alone, if they dont hit you hit yourself and make it look like they did then go straight away and tell your school that he just tried to beat you up but you managed to kick his ass in self deffence and get away so they get in troubble for it too and you cover your own ass, I wouldnt press charges and get the police involved tho. No ones going to pick on you if theyre all scared of you. Making retarded plans like killing your school because youre too much of a pussy to stick up for yourself when the jocks call you names is lame, thats probrably why they ARE being asses to you because you dont do anything back and its becomes a sport to them. Nothing says leave me alone like a punch in the face.

Sorry didnt realise, I seem to jump to conclusions alot. He seems a nice guy it just sounds like he needs to stick up for himself. Whats with the lack of posts all of a sudden? U used to post a ton before I had my 2 month holiday and didnt get on much. You only seem to post every 2 or 3 days.

Guys, Insearch is really troubled and has a fucked up home life. Could you guys take that into consideration?Dude, he came to a public message board and threatened to commit a Columbine-style terrorist act. He said he wasn't kidding. What do you think of that?

If you're talking to me specifically, I think I have an idea where hes coming from. But if someone is making terrorist threats, it doesn't matter where he's coming from. You know him, right? What do you think is the chance that hell get a gun and start killing people? Is it all bluster, or...?

If he sat on a an airplane and said the things he said here, he'd be in a detention facility.

OK, so you think that his threats are a way to get attention, and he's full of baloney.

@Homicidal: You obviously don't know what you're talking about, so I'm not even going to bother to argue with you. You're right no matter what I say so I'll save us both some time.@Steve: It doesn't really matter what no1 says .... if you watch the news you'll see if I'm serious or not one day. Maybe THEN you'll change your mind that everyone that says anything on the internet is not always talking bullshit. I'm not saying you should care that I was telling the truth, but I'm saying you should at least consider that what people say on the internet might be true.

> I'm saying you should at least consider that what people say on the internet might be true.

I do, I do. And it scares me.

Aw, it scares you? That's cuteYou think it doesn't scare me?

Do you have any idea how mentally ill it sounds to sit on an Internet forum and talk about how you're going to kill people, and how serious you are? So, how are you going to do it?

I don't care how it soundsWhy are you asking how I'm gonna do it? If you scroll up you'd see I already said it at least twice