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    alliecat

    Police scare the living crap out of me... ive never done anything wrong myself, like i havent broken the law or anything... but i DO have reasons why they scare me!
    and i dont want them to know as they might inform my parents....
    and i certainly dont want them to know, my mum is one of those who makes everything 100 times worse and fusses and then tells everyone she can think of..argh!

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    alliecat

    i got those meddages...although myne said
    want to talk?

    then

    im 18

    then nothing.. hahahahaha

    weird!

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    alliecat

    Sorry i forgot to update.. just been so busy and had other stuff on my mind..

    so i went back to see Robyn, she made me go through it all again, and as i tolled her she wrote stuff down... dont know why, but she did, and she asked me questions, and i answered every single one... i was shitting myself sooooooo bad!
    she took me down to our TTM rooms, (tutor team manager) and explained the situation to her, i said that i didnt want the police involved, and as im 18 its up to me!
    she said depending on the circumstances is whether they get the police involed...
    anyway, Nathan was removed from my photography class and hasnt been at college.. im not sure if he is sick or if he is even allowed back, i didnt want to ask, things got bad for a few days with nathan and me, he would come to my house or work or follow me around town, but today is friday and i havent seen him for 2 days now (yesterday and today) im hoping i dont see him anymore... today was my last day at college, but robyn took my number and said she will phone me every sunday over the 8 weeks off, to see how i am and if he is still continuing...
    she took me home today and said that i shouldnt be walking by myself anywhere for a while... and NEVE in the dark any more lol

    i just hope this sticks...
    though i have a feeling he wont give up too easily hes aggressive, and ive seen him at his worst times, it scares me out of my whitts, and this time, it will be my fault he goes off into a rage of anger!

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    alliecat

    i took a test (4 to be exact) with morning pee (as it said it on the leaflet) i took them in 2 day intervals, but all negative.. im taking this as a good sign...

    Yes it was with Nathan... i didnt want to, but it just..happened!
    since ive tolled my teacher about it all, he has been taken out of my class... and i havent seen him now for 2 days..longest i havent seen him for in nearly 2 years!
    =]

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    alliecat

    Im 13 days late for my period, and just wondered other than the most obvious of reasons, is here anything that can prevent me from getting my period this month??

    (i had unprotected sex around 2 weeks before my period was due..takn home pregnancy tests all negative :o) im not stressed and i havent got any std's)

    if my period doesnt show up in 2 weeks, ive got a doctors app booked for then, so i can ask there! but if it does show up before then, then i can cancel it!

    just wondered if anyone had an idea? or if its happened to any of you girlys?

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    alliecat

    aw man.. I HATE period pains, hate hate hate them, myne get so bad on the first day of my cycle that i cant walk, i shake constantly i throw up and get migraines they are baaaad!
    the only thing that helps me is paracetamol and sleep, (with a hot water bottle) lol, but then sometimes wen i wake up its still the same, they say to eat fruit and do stomach crunches to ease the pain, but to be honest, when your feeling that shit, who wants to start excersising?? lol

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    alliecat

    i told robyn yesterday (monday) i didnt even think about it, i just waited for the class to leave and she asked if i was OK!, and i just suddenly came out with everything, i didnt hold back on nothing, told her all the little details, and then after i sort of looked at her, realised what id said and ran out!!!
    she phone me up that night and told me to go and see her today, because she said she WANTS TO HELP ME!!!!!!! =]
    and that i deserve to be happy!!
    im going to go in today, and see her....

    will tell you what happens when i get back... im shitting myself!

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    alliecat

    i dont know how to start it off to her....
    and half the time ots not the right time... if that makes sence... i feel like im constantly making up excuses not to tell anyone!

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    alliecat

    glad to hear it... smoking's an awful thing!

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    alliecat

    i will do the washing up...LOL

    i will pass my exams next year!

    i will be myself and not let anyone bring me down!

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