awww honey your gorgeous

yea of corse.im a very sentimental and emotional person.so leaving my family for 12months and aquiring another one probly wasnt the best idea.

we just finished packing up from the farewell dinner.and now i need to pack the rest of my stuf and write kims letter.(my host mum)

its just so weird.its not real.i wont b able to sleep.i was like kinda pumped earlier and now im just like aggghhh


anyways i duno if il b able to get on tomorrow so until next time.take care everyone
Rach

me too speaking of.i just weighed my bags and ther all under YAY i was freaking out a lil over my guitar case. cuz i had to pack it so it wouldnt move around but it made it heaps heavy.so its really big and akward but its stil under WOOHOOO!! sori,dont mind me its been worrying me a little.now i have to make it through the next 24 hrs in without falling apart.im not liking my chances tho

i fly out tomorrow

party was fun.gifts were torture.thankfully only a few.goodbyes were BAD.i went to my little girls ballet recital this morning,she was really good n so dam cute.i was bawling by the end of it.

hehehe good song that.

torn - yes,out of faith - yes i lost a bit wen i came here.none of the cold,shamed n naked crap tho

aww thank you

hehe sure steve

i am.and my little girl is being all loving now.its killing me and my host mum.wen i 1st got here she refused to talk to me for 2 months,hated me with a passion. and now shes all over me.kissing my hands n playing with my hair and snuggling up with me any chance.im like agghhh

a week today im tryn to get forms filled in by my area supervisor n shes away grrr.n i stil need to find a box for my guitar.other than that tho im packed yay me.no more stressing.gona cost me a bit but its cheaper than shipping.my host mums throwing me a party on saturday,should b interesting.and sad.