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    EFSAF

    Well, I guess I'm here to just vent because I don't have much else.Here we go, I'm 22 years old, currently enrolled at a community college and will be getting my AA degree in...a week. I am unemployed, and have been for a long time, only work a job here and there with my friend who's a manager for a valet company.I like with my parents still, they pay my shit, school, gas to get to and from, etc. I've tried applying for multiple jobs, but no one ever hires me, so I've just given up. I feel freaking useless and like I'm a waste of space on this earth. I don't know what the hell I want to do with my life, I originally wanted to be a pathologist, but I can't do that much school. I know I'll fail. So I decided to go a different route and go to a tradeschool to be a Radiology Tech, but I'm still missing some pre-reqs, which means I'll be at this community college for another year getting them.And then even still, these programs only take in 10/11 people, and I highly doubt I'll be one of them, since I suck at school.I don't know what to do with my life, and I really honestly don't want to even live anymore. What the fuck should I do

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    Well, I hung out with her today, and all went well. I felt really sick, but just manned up and pushed through it, and didn't have any problems. The sickness went away after I pretty much saw her. :PI still think I'll get that medication so I can go out to eat though!Thanks!

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    Howdy y'all! Long time no see.Figure I'll give all of y'all an update, get you up to speed with my most recent problem.I dated a girl for about three years, most of it was long distance, but we managed for that long somehow. Whenever I would come back to visit, before having sex or fooling around at all, I would always feel very, very nauseous. I even threw up during a blowjob once. :x This happened EVERY time, without fail. Things would get heated, I would start feeling sick, deep breaths, try to get around it. And most of the time I'd manage to put it behind me after we start having sex.After we broke up I began to talk to other girls, and all that. Got into some stuff with another girl from back where I used to live, and upon visiting some friends things got heated with us, but I told her I didn't want to go all the way because I didn't feel too good. And I really didn't feel like vomiting.Well much much more recent, as in early today recent. There's this gorgeous girl in one of my college classes, we've talked, exchanged numbers, etc. Well we hung out today in a form of studying, I quizzed her on a bunch of stuff for a test we have soon, and all went well. We sat together for four hours just studying, laughing, having a good time.Well afterword, we broke off and both went home, continuing to text each other. Eventually I decided I wanted to go somewhere, and asked her if she wanted to tag along. Immediately after she said yes, I felt extremely sick. Like almost crippling to the point where I needed to vomit. I didn't, but I was very, very close. So I explained to her I didn't feel too great, and we ended up not hanging out. But we have plans tomorrow, she's coming over, we're studying some more and then hanging out afterwards at my place, it was her idea.I still feel sick when I think about it. What is this? Why do I get so crippled whenever I start to get into things with a girl? I really don't want this to ruin my chances with every girl I come across. Back in my High School days I was fine, I've had sex with multiple girls, with no problems what-so-ever. Seems like it started to happen as soon as I entered college 4 years ago.Also, it's very rare for me to be able to go out to eat with people other than my family, for I get the same exact feelings right before I start eating. Coincidence?TL;DR version: I feel extremely sick before, or as soon as I get into things with girls, to the point where I vomit sometimes. Halp?

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    I forgot the reason of one of them I had, but I had just woken up, and I actually started cumming AS SOON as I woke up, it felt insane, I want it to happen again, haha.

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    Yeah I'm starting to regret not using a condom, every since after she bled she's been having terrible stomach pains every day, she has constant headaches, has to go to the bathroom a lot and just today she woke up with swollen lips (on her face, :P.) I'm flying up tomorrow and we're spending the month together so we're going to take a pregnancy test, but do any of these sounds like bad symptoms? :|

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    Well she just had her period today, and ready, I would do that but I can't because I'm back home, away from her, I can't see her for another week.

    But she had her period and she's not stressing at all anymore so.

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    Hey guys, here's a little backstory. I'm 19, my girlfriend's 17, we've been dating for a year and five months, and seven of those months have been long distance, since I've had to leave for college.

    But we are doing very good, and have an extremely strong relationship. Well last week I visited her, and we had sex(not for the first time mind you, we used to have sex all the time, and I would ejaculate inside her almost every time, she IS on birth control.) Well we had sex a few times everyday, and one day we did have sex, she forgot to take her pill until 4-5 hours after when she normally took it, I hadn't ejaculated in her that day, or any of the previous times we had sex since months ago. But, the next day, I did, she continued to take her pill, etc etc.

    Well it's been seven days since we've had sex (I've flown back home for a family cruise I got thrown in on,) and her period was supposed to come yesterday, well it hasn't yet, and she's starting to freak out, like stressing really, really hard. She thinks she's pregnant.

    I've told her, you need to stop stressing or you're going to trick your body into thinking you ARE pregnant, and you will miss your period for even more days, even weeks, but she doesn't believe me, no matter what I say she continues to think she's pregnant. It even causes us to get into fights over it. I'm leaving on Saturday for a week-long cruise, and cannot contact her as much as we normally can, if at all. But the day after the cruise I am coming back to where she is, and we are spending a month together before school starts back up again. I plan on getting a pregnancy test or a few to ease her mind.

    I know it's not 100% that she's not pregnant, but in reality I believe the chances of her actually being pregnant are pretty slim. She just doesn't understand that the more she stresses, the more stress she WILL cause to her. Is there any way I can calm her down before we can take the test and show her everything is alright?

    If worse comes to worse, we have discussed abortions (she brought it up, willing to have one), and we do have enough money to do one, but at the very end of the last time we talked about them, she told me that if she was pregnant...she wouldn't want to get rid of it. I didn't know how to respond to that so any help on that would be greatly appreciated as well.

    So basically for those tl:dr people - My girlfriend thinks she's pregnant, I'm pretty sure she's not, how do I calm her stress to make sure she's okay and doesn't further delay her period, AND if she is pregnant, she told me she wants to keep the child, we can't support that and I don't want that, what should I do?

    Thanks very much guys, you've been helpful in the past on the many accounts I've had, and I'm sure you won't let me down this time either. Thanks once again.

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    Do you know where I can get that? I'm only 17, so I'm not even sure if I can buy one.

    And I did get blue balls, and it was pretty damn bad, so does that mean that I didn't cum?

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    should I probably pick up a morning after pill then?

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    Hey guys, I had sex, about 30 minutes ago, I didn't cum, but I was inside of her, we did not use a condom, and she is not on birth control.We had sex for a little, but she happened to look down at one point, saw this stringy sperm/cum looking thing, and got extremely scared.I told her that I didn't ejaculate, I would have told her before I did, I didn't feel like I did at all either.Also, about five minutes later my testicles started aching, and then really started hurting, and are still hurting, so I'm guessing because of the fact that I got blue balls, I didn't cum?Is it possible for a girl to secrete something that looks like this? Or should I go get a morning after pill..Thanks guys

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